Wednesday, December 3, 2008

||Equality

Does EQUALITY brings you a protection?Or a better understanding about Human Right?


After coming back from Human Right camp which was held on 29th November until 1st of December at Permatang Pauh( I thought about Anwar that time, haha~), I get know more about this human right.


However, when it come to equality, I get some issues. Everyone has the right to be treated as the same, regardless gender, sex orientation or religion. But is it true?


China had restricted every family to have only a child, not more than that to control the population in China. In this case, every family is in equality which is only having a child, but is their right to have more than 1 child is being violated?


If every individual is captivated into cells. Everyone of them is in the same status,which is equal, but can we announce that their Rights is being protected since we reach the equality?


What do you think?

Sunday, November 9, 2008

||狗官横行

Raja Petra 被释放,根本是应该的,因为他都没有做错什么事,是政府自己多此一举,浪费纳税人的钱,浪费警力,浪费时间。国家名誉倒退必然是你们的错!

好了。现在又多一个Barbarian的行为。

潘俭伟与刘永山被捕,是以暴力式的强硬拉走。他们做错什么事情?反内按法令都有错?

哦。。。我知道了。他们想继续的一党独大,继续的贪污,继续的封闭人民的思想。所以强烈打击群体活动,尤其有关于内按法令的。这次还动用到暴力,果然是一群野人。

治安问题节节上升,没有人管。大马教育制度出现严重的问题,没有察觉。经济倒退,没这么一回事。

民主政治?有人管!就是让大马民主制度继续的腐败和倒退吧!不过,你们这班狗官等着瞧,看你们横行到几时!

下台啦!

||Killin' me softly

After 4 days battle, glad that i can have time to rest...

But, who knows, I m dying slowly. Try to imagine.

7 days given to study insurance. 2 days given on internet and yumcha-ing. Lying on the bed , rock n roll, magazine, movie, drama, GTO-ing...

5 days left.

5 days for 20 chapters, each chapter minimum 20 pages, maximum 30 pages.

Every chapter is FULL with word, words and words. No graphic.

Now I should sing Roberta Flack's track. Killing me softly...~

God Bless Me, Let me die spectacularly...>.<

p/s: Raja Petra was releases. F**K off the ISA, n useless U*N*!!

Friday, November 7, 2008

||Formulated

I can't imagine if I failed any of it
*Statistical Inference*
*Statistical Modelling*
Well, the papers were TOO technical and formulated. Unless you have a technical brain.
In fact, to a typical Gemini, I tend to have something spontaneous, but why the person who set the questions are so eager to formulate the papers?
I don't want to retake any of it. It is not about shamefulness, but I don't want my brain to be formulated or drawn by formulas. >.<

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

||大马民主的曙光

十月三十日,七时四十八分。

终于,在一个宁静的早晨,国大上到网了。

按着《今日大马》,愕然看到这一段:


哦~查基先生有没有改革的意愿,我不知道。听你讲?kisiao mie~

不过,你只剩下5个月罢了,zomok 还要维护内按法令?难道一个人在民主国家没有维护自己的权利?这跟缅甸的昂山淑姬被人用枪逼下台有什么分别?

有!

一个用枪,一个用内按法令

够民主了吧~

伯拉,真有你的!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

||巫统主义

图片摘自今日大马



在网上出现的“竞选宣言”里,纳吉宣称,“如果我能够在2009年3月的党选脱颖而出,赢得代表们的委托,坐上巫统党主席的位置,我将全力捍卫马来人的主权,直至我留下最后一滴血”。他也说明,过去在父亲敦拉萨临终前,他也对父亲慎重的作出了同样的承诺

在这则新闻里,看见了巫统可怕的极端种族主义。

1。网上出现的竞选宣言

-虽然副首相纳吉已经澄清说至今其阵营尚未发出任何正式的竞选宣言,可是为何在网上会无端端出现这种令人不寒而栗的竞选宣言呢?冰冻三尺,非一日之寒。正因为巫统从以前到现在都不断在玩弄着种族主义者个大盾,每当大选必定有“捍卫马来人”这些字眼来刺激投票率,这次的巫统大选也是依然充满着这种歪风。所以从以前到现在,这个时刻,难免会出现许多种族主义极端分子,企图阻扰国家发展,煽动民族之间的情绪,这实在是不能被原谅!

2。他对于敦拉萨的承诺
-是什么承诺?或许我真的不了解,但是难免会想入非非。1987年,纳吉曾经说过要以华裔的血洗净马来短剑。听到这番话你会觉得这个人很可怕吗?或许那是他以前种族极端主义所带来的,可是对于我们的上一代以及这代对于社会有少许社会醒觉的社会人士来说,这种说法难免令人以为自己活在噩梦中,希望快点醒来。真的,衷心希望他的承诺会使更正面的,不要再玩弄种族情绪。

不知道何时何年何月,我们大马人民可以一起共同分享这个美丽国家的一切?

http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/91599

Friday, October 17, 2008

||Sickness

Something need to express.

1. Lack of moral and intellect development among adults.
- Sometimes kinda proud of being a Malaysian because when you enjoy the most advanced( in SEA) technologies, and the fantastic night life does make me wanna stay longer. However, the facilities you observed is considered as first class but the citizens just maintain in third class minded. I had my lunch in my university, while I Q up to pay for my meal. Suddenly an adult, about 22-26 years old, with a long sleeve shirt, he did look smart in wearing, but he cut my line. The line is not long but he invited his friend to join his " Line cutting " session. I just wonder they are here with a primary thinking or having Alzheimer's. So sad to see this. Another thing, last week, I had my lunch at one of the cafe in my university. I took a plain rice with few cut rectangular taufu( not those Japanese Taufu), the boss counted it to RM3.80! I was fainted, no meet, no seafood, no eggs but so expensive! I argued with them, and then they made it to RM2. It's not meaning I'm a winner or he is a loser, I just feel poor to this kind of mindset, is it just to do for the profit and you can assign the price as you wanted? He is a businessman, but he didnt deserve a good businessman. Sad story.

2. Local University students seldom concern to the environment.
-I was that kind of type before entering to local university. However, you will never finish learning by just keep on revising your text book, but that's fine if you tend to achieve something excellent in your academic, but I beg you please undergraduates, take sometimes to read the newspaper, and to analyse what is happening around you. When I said ISA, they know the alphabets, but they don’t know this act causes a democratic country become semi-democratic, it can arrest anyone without any reasons, as long as you are the suspision, like Raja Petra and Teresa Kok. Moreover, US is facing economic crisis which can lead to global financial risk, but seems like our local teenagers seems so relax to this issue, spending money like water, may be their parents work as " money printer". Such a sad tragedy after Tsunami.

3. "So-so" Politician.
- It is something very emotional, but you need to take sometimes to digest the speech by our beloved politicians. Anwar said Pakatan Rakyat has more than 33 senators, BN will no longer be the government. This was spoken out since earlier on, however, after 916 until now, still nothing coming out. What for? --- mentioned about "Teori Penumpang Cina", a great resonance waved back to him since his speech contained destructive meaning for a democracy country like Malaysia, this kind of speaking will never be welcomed but he never threaten by any act, especially ISA, what's wrong? The Sin Chew daily reporter yet arrested under ISA, what happen? It's too much! Last few days, HINDRAF was announced as an illegal society which will harm and destroy country's safety, spoken by Ministry of Internal Security Mr Saihami. Oh? When HINDRAF had threaten our country's safety? For my information, the greatest demonstration that played by HINDRAF seems like launching it in a very peaceful situation. Hey Boss, they stand up to protect their own right, asking their deserved respectation and concern, shouldn't they? Even some of them just to maintain their power and authority, they willing to say something critical to get their votes, like Kairil, such an Oxford student with a critical damaging thinking.

Conclusion: You can make this country a better one. Chase away your selfishness and overloaded self-esteem, it will never bring any goods for you and your generation. Think it twice baby.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

||Improvement

A new me, a new experience.

I get to know the direction to Masjid Jamek, planning to somewhere during year-end. After the debate session, I found a new me, I mean the correct way and the decision I had made is the right one.

Ya, keep moving, I believe in time.=)

Saturday, September 27, 2008

||堕落的假期

好啦好啦~来到今天,不知不觉又要到十月料~

大件事就该讲的都讲了,油价跌了10仙,阿杜拉还没下台,印度去不成,BN大势已去,书还没动过,考试不知要怎样死。。。不过应该讲下本大少在家里的威水史。

假期一开始就跑去浪加威吹吹海风,半吊空中(坐缆车,嘻~)。爽的是至少不必像第一次将要搭巴士,整整5个小时!第二次还好,驾车,司机是本大少所以区区一个手揠的小靈鹿简直是易如反掌~不过就要酸背痛拉(毕竟5个小时的飞车不是开玩笑的!)。因为这次是搭飞机嘛~

不过现在照片还没有到手,迟些再放@.@。。。

过后的日子就厉害了。除了偶尔和Dear去吃午餐和一天看戏以外(Deception不怎么好看,看我演更好~),其余的都是在睡觉和泡网。这种日子“西北沟里”堕落!不过还好,至少还有几个知己约出来喝喝茶,跳跳舞。至少把时间用在他们的身上总好过我用来无所事事。可是!很糟糕,我的周末就这样过了。

星期五-与Dear dear吃了午餐后就再续“睡”缘。醒来后,吃了一些巧克力,剩下的月饼(未开封的啦~)再睡2个小时。起床后-晚餐,看戏,宵夜,巧克力。。。就像整只猪的生活。。。=.="

星期六醒来的时候已经是2点下午了,厉害叻~然后就坐在电脑前面到现在。。。

唉~够堕落的年轻人>.<"。。。哎!智慧牙又痛了!

Friday, September 12, 2008

||猖狂的内按法令!





马来西亚万岁!
马来西亚万岁!
马来西亚万岁!

。。。

大马独立了51年,“全民团结”听了51年,原来到头来是自己讲,自己爽。


去年的黄明志篡改国歌,被人误解,被人用内按法令逮捕。最终他道歉。(不过他唱的,批评的,是土生土长的马来西亚人民都知道是怎么一回事,却遭来某些政治人物的唾弃!)

今年8月,巫统升旗山区部主席阿末依斯迈发表“华人寄居论”果然一鸣惊人。好一个国家领袖,州的党主席,竟然说出这种不知廉耻的话。终于,他回来了,可是竟然说是星洲日报的记者有隐议程!误解他的含义!那么,如果真的只是星洲日报的记者误解了,难道我们堂堂的副首相-纳吉先生也误解了?如果是的话那为何他要站出来撇清事实,为阿末说道歉,还讲明阿末的言论不代表党的立场??荒谬的推卸责任,政治人物的将一套做一套真的是令人“大开眼界”!

这也算了。巫统的最高领导人-阿都拉(跟他不是很熟,表随便叫他伯拉~)说会严厉惩罚。结果只是冻结他的党籍3年!!!TMD!!!这个煽动的搞屎棍说了将多次的“具有煽动本意”的言论,尤其是他那不肯道歉的“懒”样,巫统竟然只是冻结党籍!好一个包庇啊!

更严重的是!当天报道此新闻的《星洲日报》高级记者陈云清却遭受内按法令的对待!这是怎么一回事?现在是星洲日报的记者报道错误吗?还是为了掩饰自己的错误?身为大马堂堂正正的政治任务为什么不可以直接说出他犯下什么错误去逮捕而非要用到内按法令不可?这种做法难免会让人民觉得你们是在包庇甚至隐瞒事实!更荒谬的是,你们已经踩过线了!超越了言论自由的权利!天啊~!(写到这边我已经吐了半桶血~)

可怜的拉惹伯特拉,不断地为这个国家挑出问题,他自家的“今日大马”网站被人封锁。可怜的他,也可怜大马的言论及媒体自由,沦落到被“人家”认为具有煽动性,涉及敏感话题“而遭受挑战,甚至封锁网站,可悲!这也算了。竟然在“今日大马”网站给解封时,用“内按法令”抓拿拉惹伯特拉!或许他们认为没有了拉惹伯特拉,就不会有人挑战大马政治,可是这种做法只是令人反感,反而制造更多的拉惹伯特拉!!!平时抓贼没那么厉害,遇到将的事情就排山倒海的触动总动员,果然是 Polis Raja Di Malaysia!(原译:Polis Diraja Malaysia )

到现在,民主行动党士布爹区国会议员兼雪州高级行政议员郭素沁今日也在内安法令下,遭到警方逮捕。或许是因为916,要不然的话怎么会有那么与民联有关系的人民被恶法逮捕呢?猖狂的恶法加上卑鄙的政治人物,营造成的却是一阵不良的政治风气!这种龌龊的政治手段令人发指!

好失望啊~可怜的大马政治,好像被人下了咒语-永不繁盛!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

||Blessing

Sometimes, you may not able to do the things as you expected. If you understand this rule, you may live happily. Whenever it comes, take it~





I planned to India during the end of this year, I wish to have a different experience for my 21st year in the world. Too sad to say, my bag-pack partner, Dary is facing some family issues, and it is something wrong with the financial supports. You might advice me to go alone, but what is the point of going alone without someone to share with you? My dear is busy for the whole year, I can't expect anything, just hope that my dear has enough time to date with me. It is the most sufficient thing in the world~

Hope that this is a right choice.





Congratulation to my lovely younger brother. First he was chosen to take part in the PLKN(Program Latihan Khidmat Negara), it is the best experience for him, not everyone has the chance to serve for the country, serve for the social. Second thing is he is chosen to be one of the 10% for non-bumiputeras to furthur his study in Matriculation! Such a great news! At least mother need not to worry his furthur study fees, it is subsidised by the government.





Glad that father is giving his greatest blessing to us...=)


Monday, September 1, 2008

||观看《WALL-E》后感


Oh~


第一次看到这部电影的广告时,觉得蛮无聊,因为整场好像没有对白。


可是,没有对白不代表不好看,不代表没有意思。


浩浩荡荡的进入戏院。开幕就来了个魔术师如何与他相依为命的兔子的演出,真的是哭笑不得。兔子要萝卜,可是却因为逼着要演出而对抗魔术师,最后这两个斗气冤家,因为互相斗气而共同演出另一种风味的魔术表演,叹为观止。


现在才进入主题,刚才只是花絮。


背景是2772年的世界,整个地球被“过多”的人造卫星围绕着,然后再地球的表面看到许多我们现代(21 世纪)的建筑物,人类伟大的发明宏伟的矗立在地球的表面,毫无怨言的感觉。可是另一侧确是令人看了不寒而栗的现象。看到的却是比建筑物还有高的垃圾堆,四四方方的堆砌一起,显然是人为(机器为)的。可是那只是冰山一角。在宏伟的建筑物的旁边堆积了许多形形色色的垃圾,有一种不可被收拾得情况。荧幕突然转去一份飘落陈旧发黄的报纸。


“The World is covered by garbages!"


原来,未来的世界(在电影里已经是过去的)被人类所制造的垃圾严重被淹没,甚至可能释放出毒气导致人类无法居住下去。所以BnL (Buy and Large)公司提供“太空旅游”配套,让人们适应太空的环境,一面在地球进行环保工作,利用“WALL-E” 来清除垃圾。


过后,未来的人类派来了“EVE”搜索地球的安全水平及寻找生物,让人类可以回去地球。在这里Wall-E对Eve一见钟情,就像人一样。然后就发生了些令人啼笑皆非的情节。导演将这两个主角描画得栩栩如生,很人性化,很深入民心。


过后,EVE 发现了生存的植物,便带回去遥远的太空处,让那时候的人类醒觉-可以返回地球。一路上遇到许多的问题,也有许多笑场,让人不禁开怀大笑,回味者也会会心一笑。最后人类回到了地球,重新来过。


其实,这是一个关于和谐的电影。作者企图激发人类与大自然在失衡的情况下所导致的负面后果,这个后果连万能的机器人以及人脑都解决不了,因为人类制造太多的垃圾,危害生态平衡。创造需求的经济模式导致人类不断乱用资源,为的只是满足自己需求而忽视与大自然的和平发展,最后创造出来的东西没有正确的用途,也没有正确的价值,只有废弃一边。时间久了,这些东西不能被生物化解(non-biodegradable),只有霸占地球的空间,霸得越久,就越可能与周遭的物理燃料/太阳热量进行化学过程而释放毒气体,而这些气体越多就越危害地球生态,连人类也招架不来。最后被逼流浪在太空,不能回去地球,美丽的地球就这样被毁了。


珍惜地球,爱护地球!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

||世风日下,惊心动魄

Last night, I had a great time.

Unfortunately, there was an incident happend in my life, the first time and I hope it will never happen again to me .

Morning 0525, we set off from Dary's house while on the way to LCCT to pick up Fang-Ren and her friend, May. Actually they can reach KL before 11pm, but the flight was delayed for 5 HOURS! So that when they reached LCCT was around 4 in the morning, once Dary's received their call, we went to LCCT immediately after that heavy supper.

While we were starting the engine, there was a silver car came to us, 4 persons inside a car, one of them sound like local Malay and the others looked like Indonesian. He asked:" Eh, macam mane pergi ke Taman Seri Setia?" We were puzzling. Since we have no idea at all and we were in the rush so Dary said:" Sorry I pun tak tau sorry yea~" Then, they left us behind.

0720, we reached Dary's house and we were on the way walking to his house to take some rest. Suddenly the same Honda with silver colour and the same persons drove to us and blocked our way! They were in the quick, came down from the car and one of them, the driver used the sterling lock( It is large!) threathen me! I was so scared until I dropped all my valueable things on the floor! I don't know what to do that time! I was blanked! Then I screamed to them: " Please give me back my IC ,please!!!" I was begging to them, but they ignored me and grabbed all my stuffs(A wallet with RM 200++ cash ,the wallet was my Birthday gift from my sister, 2 handphone which were Nokia and Sony Ericsson 750i) , run away.

That was the unlucky one. The lucky one were they didnt hit me eventhough they were trying to use the most barbarian and violant way to rob my things, they didnt kidnap anyone of us( Although they were trying to do this, I guess) . Dary and Fang-Ren were fine, they were safe in the physical mean.
I'm not sure it is a lucky day or a black day to me. It's too bad to redeem my Identity card ,driving licence and matriculation card. The cash is kinda huge amount to me, but it is not important in this case as we can get back the money in the future. The lucky things were I'm still neat and nice here expressing my feeling via blog, since most of the snatch theft were mercyless and I'm still safe here.

Be alert next time ! That is the thing I can advice you, don't let the criminals to harm you in any meaning, your life is priceless, think about your beloved one, if this happen to you(touch wood~), safe yourself first .

Take care everyone.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

||四强前奏

当知道了四强后,原来不是所有的东西都是绝对的。

以我们来说,准备了5个月,你可以说我们浪费时间吗?或许你会这样认为,但是如果你曾经为了一个辩论比赛而作准备,或许你会赞同我。5个月,准备了3大重要的辩题,还要替别的大专打友谊赛,是收获良多。什么收获?思维上。

再看看别的大专。有一些甚至未打就弃权,或许有他们内部的原因,但是名单上的参赛者不是因为答应了才参与的吗?为何突然弃权?我不明白。我认为凡事应该坦坦荡荡,毕竟临阵退出并不好看。

还有一枝独秀的队伍。曾经横扫多项冠军,但是在复赛就被栽了下来。这或许就是战场上没有绝对的赢家或者永远的冠军。有些时候,可能胜利的眼光高于一切,当出现天时地利却人不和时,就会被这胜利的光芒反扑。可是,塞翁失马,焉知非福,或许他们会得到另一些更有价值的东西,继续寻觅吧~

我们期待决赛的来临吧!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

||全辩之旅

5个月,终于结束了。

从开始的选拔,从辩手变成兼领队,再恢复为一个辩手,都是漫长的。很感谢这次的机会,更庆幸的是够成为你们(爱薇,正义,翠琪,赞贤,勇福)的一分子,因为这种机会不是每个人都能体会,能去谅解,更加要谢谢所有的师长们,他们的循循善诱,指导都是造就今天我的重要人物,谢谢你健强。以前对辩论的心态就是肆无忌惮,我爱讲什么就是什么。过后才发现,辩论是一个必须经过思绪的解放才能发挥的,更注重的是团体精神。我从一个政治百痴,到一个有点小知识的大学生,从不懂什么叫思考到了解什么是了解,什么叫不要囫囵吞枣,这些都是我这5个月的收成。

有得必有失。这5个月的收成时有代价的,我很少和他见面了,幸亏他能谅解。我甚少与我的知己出街,少了时间在课业上,精神上不断出现憔悴的脸色,更曾经因此而颓废,一塌糊涂。可是我了解付出与成果是成正比的,我坚信,我不放弃。

可是。。。

在公布成绩的那一刻,我紧握着爱薇的手,我一直默默的祈祷。最后的果不在我们这儿。我强忍内心的失望,我还要坚持下去。正义跑过来和我说:“不好意思”,我已经忍不住了,眼泪已经挤满我的眼眶,我哭了。进入检讨室里,检讨后,大家都互相安慰,互相勉励。赞贤跟我说:“对不起”,我又经不起那挫折,又哭了。那天,我哭了很多次,在车里,在房间里。原来我是很小家气子的!太过执著于胜负,但是付出了那么久,那一个小小的回报就不能得到吗?

这一次是我们表现最好的一次,可是最好的下场确实如此,哈哈,好讽刺~而我自己或许与循中交锋的那次是表现相比起来较满意的一次,可是也是我在全辩结束的时候。

这一刻,我已渐渐的放下那包袱,可是我希望以后有机会弥补这次的遗憾。我依然深爱辩论。

Sunday, July 6, 2008

|| Melacca: A travel back to history

First day-1st July 2008
On the way from Cheras

What were you doing Ms Beh??? She looked like so high~
This is the Pig( Ryan Gan) we seen in The Simpson movie, the best supporting actress Miss Sherry and Miss Gwen
The DANGEROUS driver Jackson Low and the soccer's fan Mr Ong, kicked the ball until the toenail get torned...
Chicken Rice (和记's was nicer...)



Jonker Street. We were roasted become chicken rice, they get mad until want to shoot the camera man~


Eh, the story of cowboys sambil singing umbrella~

Don't ever challenge her!



Stadhuys Square: Such a nice scene with beautiful people

"Rose-rose I love you"

Flower Square, Soo Hao, Timothy Cruise, Ryan Gan, Sabrina Holmes, Gwen Zero

Ruins of Fort A Famosa : Alfonso de Alburqueque punya pasal~



View from Menara Taming Sari





Eh, Squeezing something?

Christ Church Melacca
Outside of the Maritim Museum: Such a hot day!
Very hot here, inside got air-cond,jom masuk~
Inside Maritim Museum, finally ...
Cendol~

Baba Nyonya Food, it's so local and taste good!

Second day~2nd July 2008

Bangunan yang terpesong~

Melacca Dutch Windmill

The view of Stadhuys Square

Canals in Melacca

Inside the double-decker

Em, well they need some therapies,anyone?

Capitol Satay Celup( Satay Kajang is nicer la~)

Our supper: Tom Yam Steamboat!!

P/s: Specially thanks to Mr Gan becuase of provided a roof to cover us, Mr Ong's car, Mr Low's "super" driving skills, Ms Beh's photo shooting.

Friday, June 20, 2008

||不想后悔

考完试后的心情总是让人心广神怡。

同样的我也是抱着一股充满希望的心情进行集训。但是总觉得自己有点力不从心。放开所有的累赘,我从新出发。每一个人都有自己的要求,但是我不觉得我的要求太高攀附,至少那是心灵上的一点点慰籍。

一直以来,我都自恃过高,可能信心爆满,这是我的一位好朋友讲的。但是,面对充满挑战又未知的未来,难道这一点点的信心都不应该拥有吗?我对于以后都是满怀希望,过着的都是不虚度光阴的大学生涯,才发现原来书桌不是我的未来,外面才是应该让我去发掘的,至少我向往人的呼吸方向。

学长所评的,不满的,不应该的,不能得,不对的都一一教诲,躯体得到的是智慧上的增长,常识的累积,经验的丰富。贪婪的我曾被训过应打的重点,都要拳拳击中,拳拳有力。我还在尝试中。我不断的学习长辈的外在优点,有时却弄巧反拙。我曾经要求自己将语速缓慢,却觉得好像难如登天。我责骂自己的逻辑问题,竟然挑不出一丁点的蛛丝马迹。我恼恨自己不成才,自己不上进,为何讲了几万次,还是懵懵懂懂?我讨厌自己的不专心,为何思绪漂浮不定?看到师长失望的眼神,我很无助,很无奈,原来那一个月的集训都浪费了。

可是,我觉得庆幸,我得到窝心,我感到感激。至少师长的教诲都是为了成人成才。十年树木,百年树人,他们为的不是自己的光荣,而是整体的进步。

我要发奋图强,希望我的信心能为我继续努力,无论结果是多么的风险,多么的艰辛。 因为我深信未到最后,千万不要放弃,要不然一切都结束了。

Friday, May 23, 2008

||天下的父母心

12/5/2008-四川7.9级大地震

中山大学附属东华医院妇科医生龚晋含泪讲述救援经历母罹难,女婴含乳头活了。

龚晋是一名年轻的妇科医生,在中山大学附属东华医院妇科工作。5月12日刚好飞抵成都探亲。5月13日,龚晋来到重灾区都江堰参与救援,他在现场的身份是一名普通的志愿者。三天来,他抢救近200名伤者。回忆起连续几日的救援场景,龚晋不胜唏嘘。5月13日下午,都江堰河边一处坍塌的民宅,数十救援人员在奋力挖掘,寻找存活的伤者。

突然,一个令人震惊的场景出现在了龚晋眼前:一名年轻的妈妈双手怀抱着一个三四个月大的婴儿蜷缩在废墟中,她低着头,上衣向上掀起,已经失去了呼吸,怀里的女婴依然惬意地含着母亲的乳头,吮吸着,红扑扑的小脸与母亲粘满灰尘的双乳形成了鲜明的对比。

“我们小心地将女婴抱起,离开母亲的乳头时,她立刻哭闹起来。”龚晋说,看到女婴的反应,在场者无不掩面。

“我无法想象,一个死去的妈妈还在为自己的孩子喂奶,从母亲抱孩子的姿势可以看出,她是很刻意地在保护自己的孩子,或许就是在临死前,她把乳头放进了女儿的嘴里。”龚晋掩面而泣。一个三十岁的年轻小伙子,在妇产科见惯了初生的妈妈给自己孩子喂奶的场景,而此时此刻,这样一个幸福的场景却让他产生无法抑制的悲恸。

5月16日,龚晋加入了广东省第二批医疗救援队,在绵阳周边展开了医疗救援工作,开始以一名医生的身份投入“战斗”,他在现场以更加坚强的声音去鼓励那些伤者:放心,你们要挺住。采写:记者 严艳

转贴:四川大地震,感人肺腑,母亲临终喂奶-
让我们为这位死者默祷一分钟。

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

|| The wonder of internet, to educate the ignorant

First class materials with a third class minded !!!
I do believe, some people thought that they are living in their own world.

Like this...

BHS 8


This brainless and handicapped Mercedes driver was blocking the alternative way which caused traffic jam during the peak hour.

The alternative way had became his alternative parking.

Such a nice set of wheels in the wrong set of hands…

Sunday, May 11, 2008

|| I have a date with JOGOYA!~

Such a wonderful morning.
Ryan and SH dated me for K-box and buffeting at Jogoya.
1658, kaki buffeting reached Starhill hotel by passing through the raw drizziling rain. On the top of Relish floor, we felt some appetizing flavor was swinging on the floor, perhaps this was the pleasurable quality that we were looking for in our life!

Being a first-timer, they greeted us with their first class services. Starring inside the equipments, so much of thick bamboo sticks standing inside the hall as their decorations, with a very smooth classical music hanging around the environment, and we had no idea where to begin since the choices were so fancy Such an extravagant life!
I get this for you...=)

Appetizers-Fresh mussels with squeezed lime, Salmon fish slices( much more nicer- fresher-thicker than any restaurant that I ever gone thorugh), and some other fresh marines



温泉蛋


Seafood fish-head soup::Amazing to see the paper can splendid the soups perfectly.


Pan fried Cod fish::My stomach was going to work hard for this!


Tempuras


Finally, I fed up with all the photos, I need more time to catch up the foods!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

|| Phobiaism

After two packs of Teh Tarik, I get insomnia.

Could't sleep for the whole day, I'm not afraid of exam, but thinking the unpredictable future.

Another 4 papers to go:

1. Ethnics in Science and Technologies-29/4/08
-Teaching you how to think critically and be good in sciences. Sorry, not into such lame subject, I have my own princip in doing sciences, even i against the natural law is my business. Is a must for FST students.
*FST- Faculty of Science and Technologies.

2.Linear Algebra-30/4/2008
-Dealing with matrices and vector. Matrices is still OK for me, at least I had the basic. Vector? Nah! Go back to your mama sides, I don't need this!

3.Calculus-2/5/2008
-Integration, Vectors, Line Integral, Partial differentiation...Going to get mad because a load of formulas are waiting me to memorise. I dont understand the concept, and I don't give it a damn!

4.Alam dan Manusia-6/5/2008
-Because of this useless subject, I can't go to AIESEC Fight HIV/AIDS conference. Blek*~

Wish me luck~

Saturday, April 19, 2008

||Satisfaction。诱惑



I like this~


Spicy Olio Pasta

with a strong smell of garlic and fresh herbs...Dome~

++++++++++++++++


The greatest satisfaction!


一碗差不多要完但是有很好吃的海鲜粥-我的果汁,蒲种


A creamy and tasty seafood porridge located at My juice ,Puchong


*********************************************


This was what I did during my study week...>.<

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

||No Air


My addiction to this song:
1. Wonderful lyrics
2. Talented singers with outstanding vocal
3. Catchy and powerful flow of rhythm.
*Something luxurious in my life, exaggerated for my mind, enjoy~


How I'm supposed to breath with NO AIR?
There is no gravity to hold me down, for real...
by Jordin Sparks featuring Chris Brown

Monday, April 14, 2008

||สงกรานต์ Songkran-Thai New Year



Finally, there was something to cheer me up after all the heavy studies.
13th April 2008

After a few struggling from the bed, we set off from Dary's house to Thai temple which is located at Jlnn Gasing, Petaling Jaya. This is a special day for Thai citizens to celebrate their New Year,Songkran(=.=...of course la, you have Chinese New Year ,they have also ma~)...

So normally what will they do during this important festival?

When we stepped into the temple, a few water guns were pointed to us and shot like hell! Well, being the first timers( Miss Ang Hong Hong and ME) were so excited with this, because when people splash/shoot/throw water to you means they respect to you, and this will bring prosperity/good lucks to you for the whole year( I wish to get 4-flat every sem, yakakaka!!!...=.=).

We were not weak!! By filling the barrel with water and sprink to the visitors first(slow slow lai, otherwise they splash the whole barrel to us!) ... Then we evolved to splash the whole barrel of water to people when a group of Thai lady citizens wiped our faces with the powder! After all ,a few lorries came to the temple and started to splash water to the people there~Argh! Crowded and fantastic ceremony!
-广告时间-借尿遁,顺便避一避外面的风头-
We need the toilet for more water and also, pee.

-泼水节-

Songkran festival



-伤城故事-

The momentum

- 他们一直是被泼的对象-

They sprinked and splashed

-太美丽-

The focus was the temple

-忘了防晒啊~

We get sunburnt, argh!

Sunday, April 6, 2008

||The White Coffin

I was having my class.

Suddenly my coursemate,Jimmy passed me a postcard which created by USM. The postcard is about the effects of long term use of Polystyrene foam.

I was shocked with it. It is so powerful to alert me and , of course, the public with the few words and the "coffin".
I felt eerie after looking at this postcard , we use the polystyrene foam everyday for our foods and drinks .So,we are approaching to death every second.

Then, use your tupperware to fill the food, at least it is something that you can do to make the environment more friendly, and your health has lesser potential of getting cancer. Good Luck~

Monday, March 31, 2008

||无奈的空虚

这是个凉爽的晚上。

可是一整天下来却有一种感觉就是无所事事。怎么说呢?

10am之前-刚从云顶回来,睡不够。

10am-1pm-通常这个时候我应该是在大学的食堂里和系友一起午餐,谈天时间过得特别快。可是今天的我却在睡觉。

1pm-3pm-上着课。一般的时候我的头回转左望右,看看有谁可以解答我在班上的问题,然后顺便讲下笑话,谈一些废话。可是我却在上网。

3pm-6pm-放课后会可能去华角看报纸,顺便小睡一下,发下梦,然后准备晚上活动的东西。可是我却在赶着我的功课(一整天内最有意义的时候)。

6pm-8pm-多数是晚餐,然后回房冲凉。现在却在上网,玩sms。

8pm-10pm-应该是在讨论着辩论题,或者有开会,彩排之类的。可是我却在家里看>,Alien 很咳突,也流很多口水(黏黏的。。。)

10pm 到现在:依然是在线上,明天虽然有Story Telling 考试,可是觉得不想去温习,很懒惰,很颓废,心里面只有玩,睡觉,放假,辩论,吃,走街。。。就是不想读书,可能要等到Study Week才会有所警觉。。。无奈~

天气突然转热,想要冲凉,也想找个人谈天。

Sunday, March 16, 2008

||落寞的城市囚犯


其实是真的有点失望,开始时的希望渐渐变得模糊,盼望的只是多一次的机会,如果时间允许我继续努力。不知道这个决定会不会影响以后,可是有些不习惯。


真正的努力?有吗?我质疑自己的能力了,如此的软弱,再一次的客观变得更悲观。如此的无助,我开始向迷惘的玫瑰做出真正的评估。是有点伤感可是结局已是如此,追究原因也是徒然,可能唯一能做的就是纠正以前的错误。怎么说我依然是不舍,感觉像少了些什么东西,毕竟是我一直都希望的,如今却落的如此沉默。

我并不会害怕,可能注定了是如此,不能再一起拥有分享的时候,不是很喜欢这种被遗弃的感觉,或许这是一个教训,可是却永远没有回头了。

或许不可再嬉皮笑脸了。。。