|| Dream within a Dream

People asked me, what do you wanna do for your coming future?

Dannnngggggggggggg.

Such an easy to speak it out but hard to practise practically.

Yeah, I wanna fight the nomination with Tony Leung, Tom Hanks and those academic awards winner.

Dreaming huh? I hope it's not. I have been thinking of being nominated from day to night, they called it as Day-Dreaming.

But everyone deserves a dream to be chased right? Like Steven Chow said " There is no difference between you and a salted fish if you don't have a dream."

Or like Tom Hanks mentioned in Forrest Gump " Life is like a box chocolate, you will never know what you are going to gain. "

I have thought of being DJ( nahhh, not those in club or disco de...). That is nice to me, because I enjoy sharing things that I know.

That's what I dream about. =)

||忘不了

真的很久没有写部落格了。

从去年12月的香港-澳门-深圳-广州之旅到现在要考试。

这半年发生的事并不差强人意，也没有中规中矩，可以说是有收获很多，失败甚少的。

12 月2008~1月2009
第一次去到酱远旅行。
第一次在国外倒数圣诞节和新年。
第一次成绩跌倒入谷底，拉底整体分数。
第一次感受到四季国家的寒冷。
第一次和最好的朋友吵架。
第一次在大学里感到自己被遗忘了。
第一次由心出发的一种很不舍得的感觉。
第一次真正的学会去爱。
第一次相信缘份很重要。

2 月2009-4月2009
第一次在大学认真地作功课。
第一次在大学认真地思考自己未来的去向。
第一次在大学感受到有很多，很多知己。
第一次感受到车速180公里/小时。
第一次真正的用行动保护家人。
第一次觉得自己很无用，朋友有难却帮不上。

这些都是忘不了的。我会很珍惜。

||Equality

Does EQUALITY brings you a protection?Or a better understanding about Human Right?

After coming back from Human Right camp which was held on 29th November until 1st of December at Permatang Pauh( I thought about Anwar that time, haha~), I get know more about this human right.

However, when it come to equality, I get some issues. Everyone has the right to be treated as the same, regardless gender, sex orientation or religion. But is it true?

China had restricted every family to have only a child, not more than that to control the population in China. In this case, every family is in equality which is only having a child, but is their right to have more than 1 child is being violated?

If every individual is captivated into cells. Everyone of them is in the same status,which is equal, but can we announce that their Rights is being protected since we reach the equality?

What do you think?

||狗官横行

Raja Petra 被释放，根本是应该的，因为他都没有做错什么事，是政府自己多此一举，浪费纳税人的钱，浪费警力，浪费时间。国家名誉倒退必然是你们的错！

好了。现在又多一个Barbarian的行为。

潘俭伟与刘永山被捕，是以暴力式的强硬拉走。他们做错什么事情？反内按法令都有错？

哦。。。我知道了。他们想继续的一党独大，继续的贪污，继续的封闭人民的思想。所以强烈打击群体活动，尤其有关于内按法令的。这次还动用到暴力，果然是一群野人。

治安问题节节上升，没有人管。大马教育制度出现严重的问题，没有察觉。经济倒退，没这么一回事。

民主政治？有人管！就是让大马民主制度继续的腐败和倒退吧！不过，你们这班狗官等着瞧，看你们横行到几时！

下台啦！

||Killin' me softly

After 4 days battle, glad that i can have time to rest...

But, who knows, I m dying slowly. Try to imagine.

7 days given to study insurance. 2 days given on internet and yumcha-ing. Lying on the bed , rock n roll, magazine, movie, drama, GTO-ing...

5 days left.

5 days for 20 chapters, each chapter minimum 20 pages, maximum 30 pages.

Every chapter is FULL with word, words and words. No graphic.

Now I should sing Roberta Flack's track. Killing me softly...~

God Bless Me, Let me die spectacularly...>.<

p/s: Raja Petra was releases. F**K off the ISA, n useless U*N*!!

||Formulated

I can't imagine if I failed any of it

*Statistical Inference*

*Statistical Modelling*

Well, the papers were TOO technical and formulated. Unless you have a technical brain.

In fact, to a typical Gemini, I tend to have something spontaneous, but why the person who set the questions are so eager to formulate the papers?

I don't want to retake any of it. It is not about shamefulness, but I don't want my brain to be formulated or drawn by formulas. >.<

||大马民主的曙光

十月三十日，七时四十八分。

终于，在一个宁静的早晨，国大上到网了。

按着《今日大马》，愕然看到这一段：

首相保证查基有改革司法意愿当场拒绝律师会废内安令诉求

哦~查基先生有没有改革的意愿，我不知道。听你讲？kisiao mie~

不过，你只剩下5个月罢了，zomok 还要维护内按法令？难道一个人在民主国家没有维护自己的权利？这跟缅甸的昂山淑姬被人用枪逼下台有什么分别？

有！

一个用枪，一个用内按法令！

够民主了吧~

伯拉，真有你的！