||世风日下，惊心动魄

Last night, I had a great time.

Unfortunately, there was an incident happend in my life, the first time and I hope it will never happen again to me .

Morning 0525, we set off from Dary's house while on the way to LCCT to pick up Fang-Ren and her friend, May. Actually they can reach KL before 11pm, but the flight was delayed for 5 HOURS! So that when they reached LCCT was around 4 in the morning, once Dary's received their call, we went to LCCT immediately after that heavy supper.

While we were starting the engine, there was a silver car came to us, 4 persons inside a car, one of them sound like local Malay and the others looked like Indonesian. He asked:" Eh, macam mane pergi ke Taman Seri Setia?" We were puzzling. Since we have no idea at all and we were in the rush so Dary said:" Sorry I pun tak tau sorry yea~" Then, they left us behind.

0720, we reached Dary's house and we were on the way walking to his house to take some rest. Suddenly the same Honda with silver colour and the same persons drove to us and blocked our way! They were in the quick, came down from the car and one of them, the driver used the sterling lock( It is large!) threathen me! I was so scared until I dropped all my valueable things on the floor! I don't know what to do that time! I was blanked! Then I screamed to them: " Please give me back my IC ,please!!!" I was begging to them, but they ignored me and grabbed all my stuffs(A wallet with RM 200++ cash ,the wallet was my Birthday gift from my sister, 2 handphone which were Nokia and Sony Ericsson 750i) , run away.

That was the unlucky one. The lucky one were they didnt hit me eventhough they were trying to use the most barbarian and violant way to rob my things, they didnt kidnap anyone of us( Although they were trying to do this, I guess) . Dary and Fang-Ren were fine, they were safe in the physical mean.
I'm not sure it is a lucky day or a black day to me. It's too bad to redeem my Identity card ,driving licence and matriculation card. The cash is kinda huge amount to me, but it is not important in this case as we can get back the money in the future. The lucky things were I'm still neat and nice here expressing my feeling via blog, since most of the snatch theft were mercyless and I'm still safe here.

Be alert next time ! That is the thing I can advice you, don't let the criminals to harm you in any meaning, your life is priceless, think about your beloved one, if this happen to you(touch wood~), safe yourself first .

Take care everyone.

||四强前奏

当知道了四强后，原来不是所有的东西都是绝对的。

以我们来说，准备了5个月，你可以说我们浪费时间吗？或许你会这样认为，但是如果你曾经为了一个辩论比赛而作准备，或许你会赞同我。5个月，准备了3大重要的辩题，还要替别的大专打友谊赛，是收获良多。什么收获？思维上。

再看看别的大专。有一些甚至未打就弃权，或许有他们内部的原因，但是名单上的参赛者不是因为答应了才参与的吗？为何突然弃权？我不明白。我认为凡事应该坦坦荡荡，毕竟临阵退出并不好看。

还有一枝独秀的队伍。曾经横扫多项冠军，但是在复赛就被栽了下来。这或许就是战场上没有绝对的赢家或者永远的冠军。有些时候，可能胜利的眼光高于一切，当出现天时地利却人不和时，就会被这胜利的光芒反扑。可是，塞翁失马，焉知非福，或许他们会得到另一些更有价值的东西，继续寻觅吧~

我们期待决赛的来临吧！

||全辩之旅

5个月，终于结束了。

从开始的选拔，从辩手变成兼领队，再恢复为一个辩手，都是漫长的。很感谢这次的机会，更庆幸的是够成为你们（爱薇，正义，翠琪，赞贤，勇福）的一分子，因为这种机会不是每个人都能体会，能去谅解，更加要谢谢所有的师长们，他们的循循善诱，指导都是造就今天我的重要人物，谢谢你健强。以前对辩论的心态就是肆无忌惮，我爱讲什么就是什么。过后才发现，辩论是一个必须经过思绪的解放才能发挥的，更注重的是团体精神。我从一个政治百痴，到一个有点小知识的大学生，从不懂什么叫思考到了解什么是了解，什么叫不要囫囵吞枣，这些都是我这5个月的收成。

有得必有失。这5个月的收成时有代价的，我很少和他见面了，幸亏他能谅解。我甚少与我的知己出街，少了时间在课业上，精神上不断出现憔悴的脸色，更曾经因此而颓废，一塌糊涂。可是我了解付出与成果是成正比的，我坚信，我不放弃。

可是。。。

在公布成绩的那一刻，我紧握着爱薇的手，我一直默默的祈祷。最后的果不在我们这儿。我强忍内心的失望，我还要坚持下去。正义跑过来和我说：“不好意思”，我已经忍不住了，眼泪已经挤满我的眼眶，我哭了。进入检讨室里，检讨后，大家都互相安慰，互相勉励。赞贤跟我说：“对不起”，我又经不起那挫折，又哭了。那天，我哭了很多次，在车里，在房间里。原来我是很小家气子的！太过执著于胜负，但是付出了那么久，那一个小小的回报就不能得到吗？

这一次是我们表现最好的一次，可是最好的下场确实如此，哈哈，好讽刺~而我自己或许与循中交锋的那次是表现相比起来较满意的一次，可是也是我在全辩结束的时候。

这一刻，我已渐渐的放下那包袱，可是我希望以后有机会弥补这次的遗憾。我依然深爱辩论。