~::~鸳鸯。蝴蝶梦之旅~::~

|| 留恋徘徊

2009-11-06T08:54:00.000-08:00

有时候，真的会活在自己的世界里面。

世俗的眼光对我来说不过是肤浅的看法，但是有着却认为那是普世价值观。

有些人谴责那些追名逐利的人，我却认为有谁不在乎的？

有梦就要勇敢的追。说就容易，做就有心无力，还要看下自己的斤两到哪里的。

王菲唱得好，林夕的词写得妙。

“有时候有时候我会相信一切有尽头相聚离开都有时候没有什么会永垂不朽”

你可以留恋但不可以徘徊。

Something Interesting

2009-10-31T02:31:00.000-07:00

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.

2. Eat breakfast like a King, lunch like a Prince and dinner like a Beggar.

3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

4. Live with the 3 E's.... Energy, Enthusiasm & Empathy.

5. Make time to practice meditation, yoga and prayer.

6. Play more games.

7. Read more books than you did in 2008.

8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

9. Sleep for 7 hours.

10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.

14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.

16. Dream more while you are awake.

17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.

20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.

21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

23. Smile and laugh more.

24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

25. Call your family often.

26. Each day give something good to others.

27. Forgive everyone for everything.

28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

30. What other people think of you is none of your business.

31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

32. Do the right thing!

33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

34. GOD heals everything.

35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

37. The best is yet to come.

38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.

39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Last but not the least:

40. Please Forward this to everyone you care about...

p/s: A forwarded mail that may inspire you.

妒忌心

2009-10-27T09:29:00.000-07:00

很久没有update了。

整个学期都是只有辩论和上课。现在到了考试周期。

有点很纳闷，很不愤气，很讨厌，很妒忌，很自私。

看到别人很开心很幸福，但却很想搞砸，弄乱。

以前都是不会在意自己的感受，任人摆布。

越来越大了，发现自己的感受很重要，是会影响一切，甚至一生。

原来我的妒忌心可以很强烈，我不知道以后会发生什么事情，但是我就是眼红，很多负情绪。

但是偏偏自己却做不到。

希望快乐快点找上我这看起来很开心，但是却自我封闭那么久的残障木偶。

你的正义在那里？

2009-05-17T12:00:00.000-07:00

来来来。一起践踏民主。

许月凤成为青蛙；霹雳州务大臣胎死腹中；正牌议长西华古马被警察抬出去；警察乱乱逮捕507的人民；许月凤用了她认为像胡椒喷雾器的记忆棒乱乱在议会厅内射来射去。

Eh？人民的声音去了那里哦？警察该调察的掠夺案件，欺诈案，以及民生问题的义务在哪里？国家经济低靡而我们的政府在干什么？

原来人民的声音随他便，警察也成了乌通的傀儡。还是权力比较重要。

民主你在哪里？正义的声音又在哪里？

|| Dream within a Dream

2009-04-25T00:02:00.001-07:00

People asked me, what do you wanna do for your coming future?

Dannnngggggggggggg.

Such an easy to speak it out but hard to practise practically.

Yeah, I wanna fight the nomination with Tony Leung, Tom Hanks and those academic awards winner.

Dreaming huh? I hope it's not. I have been thinking of being nominated from day to night, they called it as Day-Dreaming.

But everyone deserves a dream to be chased right? Like Steven Chow said " There is no difference between you and a salted fish if you don't have a dream."

Or like Tom Hanks mentioned in Forrest Gump " Life is like a box chocolate, you will never know what you are going to gain. "

I have thought of being DJ( nahhh, not those in club or disco de...). That is nice to me, because I enjoy sharing things that I know.

That's what I dream about. =)

||忘不了

2009-04-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

真的很久没有写部落格了。

从去年12月的香港-澳门-深圳-广州之旅到现在要考试。

这半年发生的事并不差强人意，也没有中规中矩，可以说是有收获很多，失败甚少的。

12 月2008~1月2009
第一次去到酱远旅行。
第一次在国外倒数圣诞节和新年。
第一次成绩跌倒入谷底，拉底整体分数。
第一次感受到四季国家的寒冷。
第一次和最好的朋友吵架。
第一次在大学里感到自己被遗忘了。
第一次由心出发的一种很不舍得的感觉。
第一次真正的学会去爱。
第一次相信缘份很重要。

2 月2009-4月2009
第一次在大学认真地作功课。
第一次在大学认真地思考自己未来的去向。
第一次在大学感受到有很多，很多知己。
第一次感受到车速180公里/小时。
第一次真正的用行动保护家人。
第一次觉得自己很无用，朋友有难却帮不上。

这些都是忘不了的。我会很珍惜。

||Equality

2008-12-03T08:11:00.000-08:00

Does EQUALITY brings you a protection?Or a better understanding about Human Right?

After coming back from Human Right camp which was held on 29th November until 1st of December at Permatang Pauh( I thought about Anwar that time, haha~), I get know more about this human right.

However, when it come to equality, I get some issues. Everyone has the right to be treated as the same, regardless gender, sex orientation or religion. But is it true?

China had restricted every family to have only a child, not more than that to control the population in China. In this case, every family is in equality which is only having a child, but is their right to have more than 1 child is being violated?

If every individual is captivated into cells. Everyone of them is in the same status,which is equal, but can we announce that their Rights is being protected since we reach the equality?

What do you think?

||狗官横行

2008-11-09T23:58:00.000-08:00

Raja Petra 被释放，根本是应该的，因为他都没有做错什么事，是政府自己多此一举，浪费纳税人的钱，浪费警力，浪费时间。国家名誉倒退必然是你们的错！

好了。现在又多一个Barbarian的行为。

潘俭伟与刘永山被捕，是以暴力式的强硬拉走。他们做错什么事情？反内按法令都有错？

哦。。。我知道了。他们想继续的一党独大，继续的贪污，继续的封闭人民的思想。所以强烈打击群体活动，尤其有关于内按法令的。这次还动用到暴力，果然是一群野人。

治安问题节节上升，没有人管。大马教育制度出现严重的问题，没有察觉。经济倒退，没这么一回事。

民主政治？有人管！就是让大马民主制度继续的腐败和倒退吧！不过，你们这班狗官等着瞧，看你们横行到几时！

下台啦！

||Killin' me softly

2008-11-09T07:04:00.000-08:00

After 4 days battle, glad that i can have time to rest...

But, who knows, I m dying slowly. Try to imagine.

7 days given to study insurance. 2 days given on internet and yumcha-ing. Lying on the bed , rock n roll, magazine, movie, drama, GTO-ing...

5 days left.

5 days for 20 chapters, each chapter minimum 20 pages, maximum 30 pages.

Every chapter is FULL with word, words and words. No graphic.

Now I should sing Roberta Flack's track. Killing me softly...~

God Bless Me, Let me die spectacularly...>.<

p/s: Raja Petra was releases. F**K off the ISA, n useless U*N*!!

||Formulated

2008-11-07T04:15:00.000-08:00

I can't imagine if I failed any of it

*Statistical Inference*

*Statistical Modelling*

Well, the papers were TOO technical and formulated. Unless you have a technical brain.

In fact, to a typical Gemini, I tend to have something spontaneous, but why the person who set the questions are so eager to formulate the papers?

I don't want to retake any of it. It is not about shamefulness, but I don't want my brain to be formulated or drawn by formulas. >.<

||大马民主的曙光

2008-10-29T16:25:00.000-07:00

十月三十日，七时四十八分。

终于，在一个宁静的早晨，国大上到网了。

按着《今日大马》，愕然看到这一段：

首相保证查基有改革司法意愿当场拒绝律师会废内安令诉求

哦~查基先生有没有改革的意愿，我不知道。听你讲？kisiao mie~

不过，你只剩下5个月罢了，zomok 还要维护内按法令？难道一个人在民主国家没有维护自己的权利？这跟缅甸的昂山淑姬被人用枪逼下台有什么分别？

有！

一个用枪，一个用内按法令！

够民主了吧~

伯拉，真有你的！

||巫统主义

2008-10-19T23:46:00.000-07:00

图片摘自今日大马

在网上出现的“竞选宣言”里，纳吉宣称，“如果我能够在2009年3月的党选脱颖而出，赢得代表们的委托，坐上巫统党主席的位置，我将全力捍卫马来人的主权，直至我留下最后一滴血”。他也说明，过去在父亲敦拉萨临终前，他也对父亲慎重的作出了同样的承诺。

在这则新闻里，看见了巫统可怕的极端种族主义。

1。网上出现的竞选宣言

-虽然副首相纳吉已经澄清说至今其阵营尚未发出任何正式的竞选宣言，可是为何在网上会无端端出现这种令人不寒而栗的竞选宣言呢？冰冻三尺，非一日之寒。正因为巫统从以前到现在都不断在玩弄着种族主义者个大盾，每当大选必定有“捍卫马来人”这些字眼来刺激投票率，这次的巫统大选也是依然充满着这种歪风。所以从以前到现在，这个时刻，难免会出现许多种族主义极端分子，企图阻扰国家发展，煽动民族之间的情绪，这实在是不能被原谅！

2。他对于敦拉萨的承诺
-是什么承诺？或许我真的不了解，但是难免会想入非非。1987年，纳吉曾经说过要以华裔的血洗净马来短剑。听到这番话你会觉得这个人很可怕吗？或许那是他以前种族极端主义所带来的，可是对于我们的上一代以及这代对于社会有少许社会醒觉的社会人士来说，这种说法难免令人以为自己活在噩梦中，希望快点醒来。真的，衷心希望他的承诺会使更正面的，不要再玩弄种族情绪。

不知道何时何年何月，我们大马人民可以一起共同分享这个美丽国家的一切？

http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/91599

||Sickness

2008-10-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

Something need to express.

1. Lack of moral and intellect development among adults.
- Sometimes kinda proud of being a Malaysian because when you enjoy the most advanced( in SEA) technologies, and the fantastic night life does make me wanna stay longer. However, the facilities you observed is considered as first class but the citizens just maintain in third class minded. I had my lunch in my university, while I Q up to pay for my meal. Suddenly an adult, about 22-26 years old, with a long sleeve shirt, he did look smart in wearing, but he cut my line. The line is not long but he invited his friend to join his " Line cutting " session. I just wonder they are here with a primary thinking or having Alzheimer's. So sad to see this. Another thing, last week, I had my lunch at one of the cafe in my university. I took a plain rice with few cut rectangular taufu( not those Japanese Taufu), the boss counted it to RM3.80! I was fainted, no meet, no seafood, no eggs but so expensive! I argued with them, and then they made it to RM2. It's not meaning I'm a winner or he is a loser, I just feel poor to this kind of mindset, is it just to do for the profit and you can assign the price as you wanted? He is a businessman, but he didnt deserve a good businessman. Sad story.

2. Local University students seldom concern to the environment.
-I was that kind of type before entering to local university. However, you will never finish learning by just keep on revising your text book, but that's fine if you tend to achieve something excellent in your academic, but I beg you please undergraduates, take sometimes to read the newspaper, and to analyse what is happening around you. When I said ISA, they know the alphabets, but they don’t know this act causes a democratic country become semi-democratic, it can arrest anyone without any reasons, as long as you are the suspision, like Raja Petra and Teresa Kok. Moreover, US is facing economic crisis which can lead to global financial risk, but seems like our local teenagers seems so relax to this issue, spending money like water, may be their parents work as " money printer". Such a sad tragedy after Tsunami.

3. "So-so" Politician.
- It is something very emotional, but you need to take sometimes to digest the speech by our beloved politicians. Anwar said Pakatan Rakyat has more than 33 senators, BN will no longer be the government. This was spoken out since earlier on, however, after 916 until now, still nothing coming out. What for? --- mentioned about "Teori Penumpang Cina", a great resonance waved back to him since his speech contained destructive meaning for a democracy country like Malaysia, this kind of speaking will never be welcomed but he never threaten by any act, especially ISA, what's wrong? The Sin Chew daily reporter yet arrested under ISA, what happen? It's too much! Last few days, HINDRAF was announced as an illegal society which will harm and destroy country's safety, spoken by Ministry of Internal Security Mr Saihami. Oh? When HINDRAF had threaten our country's safety? For my information, the greatest demonstration that played by HINDRAF seems like launching it in a very peaceful situation. Hey Boss, they stand up to protect their own right, asking their deserved respectation and concern, shouldn't they? Even some of them just to maintain their power and authority, they willing to say something critical to get their votes, like Kairil, such an Oxford student with a critical damaging thinking.

Conclusion: You can make this country a better one. Chase away your selfishness and overloaded self-esteem, it will never bring any goods for you and your generation. Think it twice baby.

||Improvement

2008-10-12T06:02:00.001-07:00

A new me, a new experience.

I get to know the direction to Masjid Jamek, planning to somewhere during year-end. After the debate session, I found a new me, I mean the correct way and the decision I had made is the right one.

Ya, keep moving, I believe in time.=)

||堕落的假期

2008-09-27T11:22:00.000-07:00

好啦好啦~来到今天，不知不觉又要到十月料~

大件事就该讲的都讲了，油价跌了10仙，阿杜拉还没下台，印度去不成，BN大势已去，书还没动过，考试不知要怎样死。。。不过应该讲下本大少在家里的威水史。

假期一开始就跑去浪加威吹吹海风，半吊空中（坐缆车，嘻~）。爽的是至少不必像第一次将要搭巴士，整整5个小时！第二次还好，驾车，司机是本大少所以区区一个手揠的小靈鹿简直是易如反掌~不过就要酸背痛拉（毕竟5个小时的飞车不是开玩笑的！）。因为这次是搭飞机嘛~

不过现在照片还没有到手，迟些再放@.@。。。

过后的日子就厉害了。除了偶尔和Dear去吃午餐和一天看戏以外（Deception不怎么好看，看我演更好~），其余的都是在睡觉和泡网。这种日子“西北沟里”堕落！不过还好，至少还有几个知己约出来喝喝茶，跳跳舞。至少把时间用在他们的身上总好过我用来无所事事。可是！很糟糕，我的周末就这样过了。

星期五-与Dear dear吃了午餐后就再续“睡”缘。醒来后，吃了一些巧克力，剩下的月饼（未开封的啦~）再睡2个小时。起床后-晚餐，看戏，宵夜，巧克力。。。就像整只猪的生活。。。=.="

星期六醒来的时候已经是2点下午了，厉害叻~然后就坐在电脑前面到现在。。。

唉~够堕落的年轻人>.<"。。。哎！智慧牙又痛了！

||猖狂的内按法令！

2008-09-12T10:08:00.000-07:00

马来西亚万岁！
马来西亚万岁！
马来西亚万岁！

。。。

大马独立了51年，“全民团结”听了51年，原来到头来是自己讲，自己爽。

去年的黄明志篡改国歌，被人误解，被人用内按法令逮捕。最终他道歉。（不过他唱的，批评的，是土生土长的马来西亚人民都知道是怎么一回事，却遭来某些政治人物的唾弃！）

今年8月，巫统升旗山区部主席阿末依斯迈发表“华人寄居论”果然一鸣惊人。好一个国家领袖，州的党主席，竟然说出这种不知廉耻的话。终于，他回来了，可是竟然说是星洲日报的记者有隐议程！误解他的含义！那么，如果真的只是星洲日报的记者误解了，难道我们堂堂的副首相-纳吉先生也误解了？如果是的话那为何他要站出来撇清事实，为阿末说道歉，还讲明阿末的言论不代表党的立场？？荒谬的推卸责任，政治人物的将一套做一套真的是令人“大开眼界”！

这也算了。巫统的最高领导人-阿都拉（跟他不是很熟，表随便叫他伯拉~）说会严厉惩罚。结果只是冻结他的党籍3年！！！TMD！！！这个煽动的搞屎棍说了将多次的“具有煽动本意”的言论，尤其是他那不肯道歉的“懒”样，巫统竟然只是冻结党籍！好一个包庇啊！

更严重的是！当天报道此新闻的《星洲日报》高级记者陈云清却遭受内按法令的对待！这是怎么一回事？现在是星洲日报的记者报道错误吗？还是为了掩饰自己的错误？身为大马堂堂正正的政治任务为什么不可以直接说出他犯下什么错误去逮捕而非要用到内按法令不可？这种做法难免会让人民觉得你们是在包庇甚至隐瞒事实！更荒谬的是，你们已经踩过线了！超越了言论自由的权利！天啊~！（写到这边我已经吐了半桶血~）

可怜的拉惹伯特拉，不断地为这个国家挑出问题，他自家的“今日大马”网站被人封锁。可怜的他，也可怜大马的言论及媒体自由，沦落到被“人家”认为具有煽动性，涉及敏感话题“而遭受挑战，甚至封锁网站，可悲！这也算了。竟然在“今日大马”网站给解封时，用“内按法令”抓拿拉惹伯特拉！或许他们认为没有了拉惹伯特拉，就不会有人挑战大马政治，可是这种做法只是令人反感，反而制造更多的拉惹伯特拉！！！平时抓贼没那么厉害，遇到将的事情就排山倒海的触动总动员，果然是 Polis Raja Di Malaysia!(原译：Polis Diraja Malaysia )

到现在，民主行动党士布爹区国会议员兼雪州高级行政议员郭素沁今日也在内安法令下，遭到警方逮捕。或许是因为916，要不然的话怎么会有那么与民联有关系的人民被恶法逮捕呢？猖狂的恶法加上卑鄙的政治人物，营造成的却是一阵不良的政治风气！这种龌龊的政治手段令人发指！

好失望啊~可怜的大马政治，好像被人下了咒语-永不繁盛！

||Blessing

2008-09-06T10:16:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, you may not able to do the things as you expected. If you understand this rule, you may live happily. Whenever it comes, take it~

I planned to India during the end of this year, I wish to have a different experience for my 21st year in the world. Too sad to say, my bag-pack partner, Dary is facing some family issues, and it is something wrong with the financial supports. You might advice me to go alone, but what is the point of going alone without someone to share with you? My dear is busy for the whole year, I can't expect anything, just hope that my dear has enough time to date with me. It is the most sufficient thing in the world~

Hope that this is a right choice.

Congratulation to my lovely younger brother. First he was chosen to take part in the PLKN(Program Latihan Khidmat Negara), it is the best experience for him, not everyone has the chance to serve for the country, serve for the social. Second thing is he is chosen to be one of the 10% for non-bumiputeras to furthur his study in Matriculation! Such a great news! At least mother need not to worry his furthur study fees, it is subsidised by the government.

Glad that father is giving his greatest blessing to us...=)

||观看《WALL-E》后感

2008-09-01T02:37:00.000-07:00

Oh~

第一次看到这部电影的广告时，觉得蛮无聊，因为整场好像没有对白。

可是，没有对白不代表不好看，不代表没有意思。

浩浩荡荡的进入戏院。开幕就来了个魔术师如何与他相依为命的兔子的演出，真的是哭笑不得。兔子要萝卜，可是却因为逼着要演出而对抗魔术师，最后这两个斗气冤家，因为互相斗气而共同演出另一种风味的魔术表演，叹为观止。

现在才进入主题，刚才只是花絮。

背景是2772年的世界，整个地球被“过多”的人造卫星围绕着，然后再地球的表面看到许多我们现代（21 世纪）的建筑物，人类伟大的发明宏伟的矗立在地球的表面，毫无怨言的感觉。可是另一侧确是令人看了不寒而栗的现象。看到的却是比建筑物还有高的垃圾堆，四四方方的堆砌一起，显然是人为（机器为）的。可是那只是冰山一角。在宏伟的建筑物的旁边堆积了许多形形色色的垃圾，有一种不可被收拾得情况。荧幕突然转去一份飘落陈旧发黄的报纸。

“The World is covered by garbages!"

原来，未来的世界（在电影里已经是过去的）被人类所制造的垃圾严重被淹没，甚至可能释放出毒气导致人类无法居住下去。所以BnL （Buy and Large)公司提供“太空旅游”配套，让人们适应太空的环境，一面在地球进行环保工作，利用“WALL-E” 来清除垃圾。

过后，未来的人类派来了“EVE”搜索地球的安全水平及寻找生物，让人类可以回去地球。在这里Wall-E对Eve一见钟情，就像人一样。然后就发生了些令人啼笑皆非的情节。导演将这两个主角描画得栩栩如生，很人性化，很深入民心。

过后，EVE 发现了生存的植物，便带回去遥远的太空处，让那时候的人类醒觉-可以返回地球。一路上遇到许多的问题，也有许多笑场，让人不禁开怀大笑，回味者也会会心一笑。最后人类回到了地球，重新来过。

其实，这是一个关于和谐的电影。作者企图激发人类与大自然在失衡的情况下所导致的负面后果，这个后果连万能的机器人以及人脑都解决不了，因为人类制造太多的垃圾，危害生态平衡。创造需求的经济模式导致人类不断乱用资源，为的只是满足自己需求而忽视与大自然的和平发展，最后创造出来的东西没有正确的用途，也没有正确的价值，只有废弃一边。时间久了，这些东西不能被生物化解(non-biodegradable)，只有霸占地球的空间，霸得越久，就越可能与周遭的物理燃料/太阳热量进行化学过程而释放毒气体，而这些气体越多就越危害地球生态，连人类也招架不来。最后被逼流浪在太空，不能回去地球，美丽的地球就这样被毁了。

珍惜地球，爱护地球！

||世风日下，惊心动魄

2008-08-24T03:02:00.000-07:00

Last night, I had a great time.

Unfortunately, there was an incident happend in my life, the first time and I hope it will never happen again to me .

Morning 0525, we set off from Dary's house while on the way to LCCT to pick up Fang-Ren and her friend, May. Actually they can reach KL before 11pm, but the flight was delayed for 5 HOURS! So that when they reached LCCT was around 4 in the morning, once Dary's received their call, we went to LCCT immediately after that heavy supper.

While we were starting the engine, there was a silver car came to us, 4 persons inside a car, one of them sound like local Malay and the others looked like Indonesian. He asked:" Eh, macam mane pergi ke Taman Seri Setia?" We were puzzling. Since we have no idea at all and we were in the rush so Dary said:" Sorry I pun tak tau sorry yea~" Then, they left us behind.

0720, we reached Dary's house and we were on the way walking to his house to take some rest. Suddenly the same Honda with silver colour and the same persons drove to us and blocked our way! They were in the quick, came down from the car and one of them, the driver used the sterling lock( It is large!) threathen me! I was so scared until I dropped all my valueable things on the floor! I don't know what to do that time! I was blanked! Then I screamed to them: " Please give me back my IC ,please!!!" I was begging to them, but they ignored me and grabbed all my stuffs(A wallet with RM 200++ cash ,the wallet was my Birthday gift from my sister, 2 handphone which were Nokia and Sony Ericsson 750i) , run away.

That was the unlucky one. The lucky one were they didnt hit me eventhough they were trying to use the most barbarian and violant way to rob my things, they didnt kidnap anyone of us( Although they were trying to do this, I guess) . Dary and Fang-Ren were fine, they were safe in the physical mean.
I'm not sure it is a lucky day or a black day to me. It's too bad to redeem my Identity card ,driving licence and matriculation card. The cash is kinda huge amount to me, but it is not important in this case as we can get back the money in the future. The lucky things were I'm still neat and nice here expressing my feeling via blog, since most of the snatch theft were mercyless and I'm still safe here.

Be alert next time ! That is the thing I can advice you, don't let the criminals to harm you in any meaning, your life is priceless, think about your beloved one, if this happen to you(touch wood~), safe yourself first .

Take care everyone.

||四强前奏

2008-08-16T12:57:00.000-07:00

当知道了四强后，原来不是所有的东西都是绝对的。

以我们来说，准备了5个月，你可以说我们浪费时间吗？或许你会这样认为，但是如果你曾经为了一个辩论比赛而作准备，或许你会赞同我。5个月，准备了3大重要的辩题，还要替别的大专打友谊赛，是收获良多。什么收获？思维上。

再看看别的大专。有一些甚至未打就弃权，或许有他们内部的原因，但是名单上的参赛者不是因为答应了才参与的吗？为何突然弃权？我不明白。我认为凡事应该坦坦荡荡，毕竟临阵退出并不好看。

还有一枝独秀的队伍。曾经横扫多项冠军，但是在复赛就被栽了下来。这或许就是战场上没有绝对的赢家或者永远的冠军。有些时候，可能胜利的眼光高于一切，当出现天时地利却人不和时，就会被这胜利的光芒反扑。可是，塞翁失马，焉知非福，或许他们会得到另一些更有价值的东西，继续寻觅吧~

我们期待决赛的来临吧！

||全辩之旅

2008-08-10T05:41:00.000-07:00

5个月，终于结束了。

从开始的选拔，从辩手变成兼领队，再恢复为一个辩手，都是漫长的。很感谢这次的机会，更庆幸的是够成为你们（爱薇，正义，翠琪，赞贤，勇福）的一分子，因为这种机会不是每个人都能体会，能去谅解，更加要谢谢所有的师长们，他们的循循善诱，指导都是造就今天我的重要人物，谢谢你健强。以前对辩论的心态就是肆无忌惮，我爱讲什么就是什么。过后才发现，辩论是一个必须经过思绪的解放才能发挥的，更注重的是团体精神。我从一个政治百痴，到一个有点小知识的大学生，从不懂什么叫思考到了解什么是了解，什么叫不要囫囵吞枣，这些都是我这5个月的收成。

有得必有失。这5个月的收成时有代价的，我很少和他见面了，幸亏他能谅解。我甚少与我的知己出街，少了时间在课业上，精神上不断出现憔悴的脸色，更曾经因此而颓废，一塌糊涂。可是我了解付出与成果是成正比的，我坚信，我不放弃。

可是。。。

在公布成绩的那一刻，我紧握着爱薇的手，我一直默默的祈祷。最后的果不在我们这儿。我强忍内心的失望，我还要坚持下去。正义跑过来和我说：“不好意思”，我已经忍不住了，眼泪已经挤满我的眼眶，我哭了。进入检讨室里，检讨后，大家都互相安慰，互相勉励。赞贤跟我说：“对不起”，我又经不起那挫折，又哭了。那天，我哭了很多次，在车里，在房间里。原来我是很小家气子的！太过执著于胜负，但是付出了那么久，那一个小小的回报就不能得到吗？

这一次是我们表现最好的一次，可是最好的下场确实如此，哈哈，好讽刺~而我自己或许与循中交锋的那次是表现相比起来较满意的一次，可是也是我在全辩结束的时候。

这一刻，我已渐渐的放下那包袱，可是我希望以后有机会弥补这次的遗憾。我依然深爱辩论。

|| Melacca: A travel back to history

2008-07-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

First day-1st July 2008

On the way from Cheras

What were you doing Ms Beh??? She looked like so high~

This is the Pig( Ryan Gan) we seen in The Simpson movie, the best supporting actress Miss Sherry and Miss Gwen
The DANGEROUS driver Jackson Low and the soccer's fan Mr Ong, kicked the ball until the toenail get torned...

Chicken Rice (和记's was nicer...)

Jonker Street. We were roasted become chicken rice, they get mad until want to shoot the camera man~

Eh, the story of cowboys sambil singing umbrella~

Don't ever challenge her!

Stadhuys Square: Such a nice scene with beautiful people

"Rose-rose I love you"

Flower Square, Soo Hao, Timothy Cruise, Ryan Gan, Sabrina Holmes, Gwen Zero

Ruins of Fort A Famosa : Alfonso de Alburqueque punya pasal~

View from Menara Taming Sari

Eh, Squeezing something?

Christ Church Melacca

Outside of the Maritim Museum: Such a hot day!

Very hot here, inside got air-cond,jom masuk~

Inside Maritim Museum, finally ...

Cendol~

Baba Nyonya Food, it's so local and taste good!

Second day~2nd July 2008

Bangunan yang terpesong~

Melacca Dutch Windmill

The view of Stadhuys Square

Canals in Melacca

Inside the double-decker

Em, well they need some therapies,anyone?

Capitol Satay Celup( Satay Kajang is nicer la~)

Our supper: Tom Yam Steamboat!!

P/s: Specially thanks to Mr Gan becuase of provided a roof to cover us, Mr Ong's car, Mr Low's "super" driving skills, Ms Beh's photo shooting.

||不想后悔

2008-06-20T11:59:00.000-07:00

考完试后的心情总是让人心广神怡。

同样的我也是抱着一股充满希望的心情进行集训。但是总觉得自己有点力不从心。放开所有的累赘，我从新出发。每一个人都有自己的要求，但是我不觉得我的要求太高攀附，至少那是心灵上的一点点慰籍。

一直以来，我都自恃过高，可能信心爆满，这是我的一位好朋友讲的。但是，面对充满挑战又未知的未来，难道这一点点的信心都不应该拥有吗？我对于以后都是满怀希望，过着的都是不虚度光阴的大学生涯，才发现原来书桌不是我的未来，外面才是应该让我去发掘的，至少我向往人的呼吸方向。

学长所评的，不满的，不应该的，不能得，不对的都一一教诲，躯体得到的是智慧上的增长，常识的累积，经验的丰富。贪婪的我曾被训过应打的重点，都要拳拳击中，拳拳有力。我还在尝试中。我不断的学习长辈的外在优点，有时却弄巧反拙。我曾经要求自己将语速缓慢，却觉得好像难如登天。我责骂自己的逻辑问题，竟然挑不出一丁点的蛛丝马迹。我恼恨自己不成才，自己不上进，为何讲了几万次，还是懵懵懂懂？我讨厌自己的不专心，为何思绪漂浮不定？看到师长失望的眼神，我很无助，很无奈，原来那一个月的集训都浪费了。

可是，我觉得庆幸，我得到窝心，我感到感激。至少师长的教诲都是为了成人成才。十年树木，百年树人，他们为的不是自己的光荣，而是整体的进步。

我要发奋图强，希望我的信心能为我继续努力，无论结果是多么的风险，多么的艰辛。因为我深信未到最后，千万不要放弃，要不然一切都结束了。

||天下的父母心

2008-05-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

12/5/2008-四川7.9级大地震

中山大学附属东华医院妇科医生龚晋含泪讲述救援经历母罹难,女婴含乳头活了。

龚晋是一名年轻的妇科医生，在中山大学附属东华医院妇科工作。5月12日刚好飞抵成都探亲。5月13日，龚晋来到重灾区都江堰参与救援，他在现场的身份是一名普通的志愿者。三天来，他抢救近200名伤者。回忆起连续几日的救援场景，龚晋不胜唏嘘。5月13日下午，都江堰河边一处坍塌的民宅，数十救援人员在奋力挖掘，寻找存活的伤者。

突然，一个令人震惊的场景出现在了龚晋眼前:一名年轻的妈妈双手怀抱着一个三四个月大的婴儿蜷缩在废墟中，她低着头，上衣向上掀起，已经失去了呼吸，怀里的女婴依然惬意地含着母亲的乳头，吮吸着，红扑扑的小脸与母亲粘满灰尘的双乳形成了鲜明的对比。

“我们小心地将女婴抱起，离开母亲的乳头时，她立刻哭闹起来。”龚晋说，看到女婴的反应，在场者无不掩面。

“我无法想象，一个死去的妈妈还在为自己的孩子喂奶，从母亲抱孩子的姿势可以看出，她是很刻意地在保护自己的孩子，或许就是在临死前，她把乳头放进了女儿的嘴里。”龚晋掩面而泣。一个三十岁的年轻小伙子，在妇产科见惯了初生的妈妈给自己孩子喂奶的场景，而此时此刻，这样一个幸福的场景却让他产生无法抑制的悲恸。

5月16日，龚晋加入了广东省第二批医疗救援队，在绵阳周边展开了医疗救援工作，开始以一名医生的身份投入“战斗”，他在现场以更加坚强的声音去鼓励那些伤者:放心，你们要挺住。采写:记者严艳

转贴:四川大地震,感人肺腑,母亲临终喂奶-

让我们为这位死者默祷一分钟。

|| The wonder of internet, to educate the ignorant

2008-05-13T23:34:00.000-07:00

First class materials with a third class minded !!!
I do believe, some people thought that they are living in their own world.

Like this...

BHS 8

This brainless and handicapped Mercedes driver was blocking the alternative way which caused traffic jam during the peak hour.

The alternative way had became his alternative parking.

Such a nice set of wheels in the wrong set of hands…

|| I have a date with JOGOYA!~

2008-05-11T10:35:00.000-07:00

Such a wonderful morning.

Ryan and SH dated me for K-box and buffeting at Jogoya.

1658, kaki buffeting reached Starhill hotel by passing through the raw drizziling rain. On the top of Relish floor, we felt some appetizing flavor was swinging on the floor, perhaps this was the pleasurable quality that we were looking for in our life!

Being a first-timer, they greeted us with their first class services. Starring inside the equipments, so much of thick bamboo sticks standing inside the hall as their decorations, with a very smooth classical music hanging around the environment, and we had no idea where to begin since the choices were so fancy Such an extravagant life!

I get this for you...=)

Appetizers-Fresh mussels with squeezed lime, Salmon fish slices( much more nicer- fresher-thicker than any restaurant that I ever gone thorugh), and some other fresh marines

温泉蛋

Seafood fish-head soup::Amazing to see the paper can splendid the soups perfectly.

Pan fried Cod fish::My stomach was going to work hard for this!

Tempuras

Finally, I fed up with all the photos, I need more time to catch up the foods!

|| Phobiaism

2008-04-26T05:46:00.000-07:00

After two packs of Teh Tarik, I get insomnia.

Could't sleep for the whole day, I'm not afraid of exam, but thinking the unpredictable future.

Another 4 papers to go:

1. Ethnics in Science and Technologies-29/4/08
-Teaching you how to think critically and be good in sciences. Sorry, not into such lame subject, I have my own princip in doing sciences, even i against the natural law is my business. Is a must for FST students.
*FST- Faculty of Science and Technologies.

2.Linear Algebra-30/4/2008
-Dealing with matrices and vector. Matrices is still OK for me, at least I had the basic. Vector? Nah! Go back to your mama sides, I don't need this!

3.Calculus-2/5/2008
-Integration, Vectors, Line Integral, Partial differentiation...Going to get mad because a load of formulas are waiting me to memorise. I dont understand the concept, and I don't give it a damn!

4.Alam dan Manusia-6/5/2008
-Because of this useless subject, I can't go to AIESEC Fight HIV/AIDS conference. Blek*~

Wish me luck~

||Satisfaction。诱惑

2008-04-19T14:41:00.000-07:00

I like this~

Spicy Olio Pasta

with a strong smell of garlic and fresh herbs...Dome~

++++++++++++++++

The greatest satisfaction!

一碗差不多要完但是有很好吃的海鲜粥-我的果汁，蒲种

A creamy and tasty seafood porridge located at My juice ,Puchong

*********************************************

This was what I did during my study week...>.<

||No Air

2008-04-16T13:35:00.000-07:00

My addiction to this song:

1. Wonderful lyrics

2. Talented singers with outstanding vocal

3. Catchy and powerful flow of rhythm.

*Something luxurious in my life, exaggerated for my mind, enjoy~

How I'm supposed to breath with NO AIR?

There is no gravity to hold me down, for real...

by Jordin Sparks featuring Chris Brown

||สงกรานต์ Songkran-Thai New Year

2008-04-14T10:10:00.000-07:00

Finally, there was something to cheer me up after all the heavy studies.

13th April 2008

After a few struggling from the bed, we set off from Dary's house to Thai temple which is located at Jlnn Gasing, Petaling Jaya. This is a special day for Thai citizens to celebrate their New Year,Songkran(=.=...of course la, you have Chinese New Year ,they have also ma~)...

So normally what will they do during this important festival?

When we stepped into the temple, a few water guns were pointed to us and shot like hell! Well, being the first timers( Miss Ang Hong Hong and ME) were so excited with this, because when people splash/shoot/throw water to you means they respect to you, and this will bring prosperity/good lucks to you for the whole year( I wish to get 4-flat every sem, yakakaka!!!...=.=).

We were not weak!! By filling the barrel with water and sprink to the visitors first(slow slow lai, otherwise they splash the whole barrel to us!) ... Then we evolved to splash the whole barrel of water to people when a group of Thai lady citizens wiped our faces with the powder! After all ,a few lorries came to the temple and started to splash water to the people there~Argh! Crowded and fantastic ceremony!

-广告时间-借尿遁,顺便避一避外面的风头-

We need the toilet for more water and also, pee.

-泼水节-

Songkran festival

-伤城故事-

The momentum

- 他们一直是被泼的对象-

They sprinked and splashed

-太美丽-

The focus was the temple

-忘了防晒啊~

We get sunburnt, argh！

||The White Coffin

2008-04-06T10:46:00.000-07:00

I was having my class.

Suddenly my coursemate,Jimmy passed me a postcard which created by USM. The postcard is about the effects of long term use of Polystyrene foam.

I was shocked with it. It is so powerful to alert me and , of course, the public with the few words and the "coffin".

I felt eerie after looking at this postcard , we use the polystyrene foam everyday for our foods and drinks .So,we are approaching to death every second.

Then, use your tupperware to fill the food, at least it is something that you can do to make the environment more friendly, and your health has lesser potential of getting cancer. Good Luck~

||无奈的空虚

2008-03-31T08:36:00.000-07:00

这是个凉爽的晚上。

可是一整天下来却有一种感觉就是无所事事。怎么说呢？

10am之前-刚从云顶回来，睡不够。

10am-1pm-通常这个时候我应该是在大学的食堂里和系友一起午餐，谈天时间过得特别快。可是今天的我却在睡觉。

1pm-3pm-上着课。一般的时候我的头回转左望右，看看有谁可以解答我在班上的问题，然后顺便讲下笑话，谈一些废话。可是我却在上网。

3pm-6pm-放课后会可能去华角看报纸，顺便小睡一下，发下梦，然后准备晚上活动的东西。可是我却在赶着我的功课（一整天内最有意义的时候）。

6pm-8pm-多数是晚餐，然后回房冲凉。现在却在上网，玩sms。

8pm-10pm-应该是在讨论着辩论题，或者有开会，彩排之类的。可是我却在家里看>，Alien 很咳突，也流很多口水（黏黏的。。。）

10pm 到现在：依然是在线上，明天虽然有Story Telling 考试，可是觉得不想去温习，很懒惰，很颓废，心里面只有玩，睡觉，放假，辩论，吃，走街。。。就是不想读书，可能要等到Study Week才会有所警觉。。。无奈~

天气突然转热，想要冲凉，也想找个人谈天。

||落寞的城市囚犯

2008-03-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

其实是真的有点失望，开始时的希望渐渐变得模糊，盼望的只是多一次的机会，如果时间允许我继续努力。不知道这个决定会不会影响以后，可是有些不习惯。

真正的努力？有吗？我质疑自己的能力了，如此的软弱，再一次的客观变得更悲观。如此的无助，我开始向迷惘的玫瑰做出真正的评估。是有点伤感可是结局已是如此，追究原因也是徒然，可能唯一能做的就是纠正以前的错误。怎么说我依然是不舍，感觉像少了些什么东西，毕竟是我一直都希望的，如今却落的如此沉默。

我并不会害怕，可能注定了是如此，不能再一起拥有分享的时候，不是很喜欢这种被遗弃的感觉，或许这是一个教训，可是却永远没有回头了。

或许不可再嬉皮笑脸了。。。

||种族利益共存的绊脚石

2008-03-15T00:39:00.000-07:00

有些时候，应该在适当的时候说些适当的话，不是为了某事而说，毕竟都已经是成年人了。

马来西亚大选的成绩已经是定局，代表了人民的心声，而反对党也得到执政的机会，那么这时候原本的反对党是否应改想一想如何为民服务，以实力来打动民心以避免成为另一个翻版国阵？

现实上，好像并非如此。

在霹雳州，要否决霹雳国阵的2/3，反对党就必须赢取59席中的至少20席。热烘烘的成绩揭晓后，行动党赢取了比回教党更多的州席，那么以以上的成绩是不是应该由行动党的人选来担任霹雳州务大臣？

可是往往天意弄人，有些事情是在预测之外的。在霹雳州，由于州宪法规定州务大臣必须由马来穆斯林出任，那么拥有最多州议席的行动党领袖能否出任大臣一职呢？

就在这个时候，国会在野党领袖、霹雳州怡保东区国会议员林吉祥在遴选着霹雳州务大臣时，却抛下震撼弹拒绝接受回教党州秘书莫哈末尼查（Mohamad Nizar Jamaluddin）出任州务大臣。

该怎么说呢，马来西亚是个多元化种族的国家，正在寻求进步的同时使需要各族同心协力一起打造这个和谐的社会。可是在今届的大选后，山河变色，人民是为了寻求一个更新的执政政府，因为信心，也是因为相信通过这次大选能够大力打破各族的隔膜，原因就是不理肤色，而能干的领袖才是人民的希望。

团结一致的民心正如一颗幼芽，需要用心灌溉。但是，自林吉祥说出这般话后，伤害的不但是人民的心灵，更是打击人民对于未来新政府的信心。或许在华报内姑且会收敛一点，可是别的语言报章尤其马来报却是大造文章，有心者还可能利用此话题来挑起种族分歧，唯恐天下大乱！

就在这番话说出口后的第二天，林吉祥却突然间对本身在拒绝接受回教党出任州务大臣人选做出道歉，并表示他无意冒犯霹雳州苏丹和摄政王。

峰回路转的一面，本人真的不知林先生到底在玩什么把戏，可是尽管如此，他所发表的言论已经令百姓原本以为自己投给反对党的一票可以为马来西亚带来新的改革的信心动摇，自以为投选了错的政府！

种族问题一直是我国进步的绊脚石，有时候，能够站起来维护自己族群的利益是难得的，可是不要忘记在顾及自己利益的时候，也要能及时顾及群体的利益，毕竟有些时候有难可以同当，又福却不能一起享啊！

Theory of unconsciousness

2008-03-11T09:35:00.000-07:00

"Democracy is the best revenge"

I moved my body along the street, taking so much of memories in pieces.

Nothing can ruin my life as usual, but sometimes people used to pratice pariahism when they try to give up, so upset to see such stories, what more those who hijacking materialism in such ravaged world.

Like this, totally vulnerable.

p/s: Genius is immediate but talent takes time. Gimme a break!

Another side of Election

2008-03-06T08:54:00.000-08:00

Too passive in knowing politics, sorry to say that, it is nothing to make me feel that has the interest.

But something made me mad when I was on the way to my lovely home. When I was observing a traffic light, there was a flag with a stick fluttering to the right and blocked my vision , which it was inserted in ground in front of the traffic light. Moreover, when I looked at it, that is a flag about election! I feel so sad and the person who doing this is such an ass hole! Never thought of the consequences which may cause car accidents .

Another thing, people nowadays started to become concerned more about white pollution, a term coined to describe the unsightly tumbleweed of plastic bags blowing around on our streets, and guess what? Those so called" candidates" (i guess) putting and hanging all the plastic-ed banner from trunk to roof, you may see all the banners, flyers, posters, fell every corner, like a death city.

Something worst happened in my university. They used to be having this kind of election, and after the election , you can see the the promoting stuffs are distributed everywhere, until today, the moment I stepped out from my college, the banner of " Undilah xXx demi keselesaan universiti" is still sticking on the wall. Alhamdullilah...

I'm not promoting anything, but feel so sick with these kind of attitudes, no considerations, taking chances as granted, and again created another bad impression to local elections. I think I should complain to the Alam-Flora and urge them to clean up the banners immediately.

Taking chances

2008-03-02T04:33:00.000-08:00

Give yourself a chance.This is what I told to myself always.

Of course, it is not encouraging you to do something bad, but something can benefit your living experiences and enhance your personal skills.

Some people might afraid of giving her/himself another chance, so scare of trying new things, but this kind of thinking should be recorrect, like what my lecture told me:" Learning new things won't harm your brain, and it is a great place to waste!"

Then, after taking the chances, don't waste it. May be you didn't do well, or the worst, failed but at least you stepped out from the mirrage, do it on your own and learned something.

So, don't take every chance as granted, appreciate it and take it as an experience so that live life to the fullest!!!

p/s: The idea was captivated by this sophisticated cover, enjoy~

候选名单

2008-02-23T07:51:00.000-08:00

Accidently saw my name was being published for this survey...Check it out!!

1. 小时候的理想是什么?
*哈哈。。。多咯，你想到的我都有想过，我还有想过做清道夫叻。。。

2. 这辈子最快乐的是什么事?
*这个“最”有两个：自由和认识到一个我很爱的他。

3.什么是最恐怖的？
*当我认为是恐怖的。。。

4. 如果有机会的话你最想对前女/男朋友说些什么?
*你应该想下自己的问题在哪里！！

5. 遇到困境的事后，你会作出违背良心、人道的事吗？（素婉设的题）
*要看是什么类似的困境，可以的话尽可能不要乱来做出伤天害理的事。。。

6. 最受不了自己哪个缺点?
*迟到（正在改善中。。。）

7. 如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办?
*既然事情已发生，不开心只会使自己更老，所以凡是要往好的方面想。如果真的不开心，就会自己当作没一回事。。。

8. 最害怕失去的东西?
*珍贵的亲情和真挚的友情，还有我只爱的他。

9. 五年内比较现实的目标是什么?
*基本上都实现了，应该是希望能顺利毕业，扩大人际关系，然后可以去别的国家体验不同的文化生活。。。

10.目前为止,你亏欠最多的人是谁?
*妈，家里的兄弟姐妹及心爱的他

11.试行容一下自己真正的知心朋友？（萧清设的问题）
*个个都是未来的栋梁，最重要的是认识他们是我的荣誉。

12.你觉得你肥么？满意吗？
*蛮的，需要做一些人工手术。。。

13.不开心的时候听什么音乐?
*我想静静的一个人。

14.你最讨厌怎样的人?
*哇塞！多咯。。。乘火打劫，落井下石，飙车又乱乱驾车的人，吸烟的人（害己不要紧，还要害人！），对社会没贡献的人，偏心又偏私的，乱乱骂人的，自私的，吊儿郎当的，虚伪的。。。

15.什么时候才会感觉到自己的存在？
*我一直存在的，等待伯乐来感觉我。。。

16. 现在的你最想做些什么?
*快快过完这个又短，又忙得学期。。。

17.喜欢一个人的时候吗？
*某些时刻，就像凌晨时分

18.写出你觉得改变你生命的最大事件。（素娴编的问题）
*自从父亲去世后，转来育华后，进入大学后，认识我最爱的他后。。。

19.当你遇到困难时，第一个想到谁？
*他

20.你有想过离家出走吗?（素婉编）
*好像是没有。。。

21．你最想去哪个地方? 为什么?
*暂时未想到，但是可以回去以前在妈妈胎里的感觉吗？因为那时候有生命了但是为什么感受不到的。。。

22．你觉得快乐是什么？
*当享受着某个过程，尤其是拥有着一股幸福的感觉。。。

23．你找到你自己了么？
*当我还没有迷失自我时。。。

点名：海珍，政彬，素伶，韶盈。。。

||出淤泥而不然

2008-01-11T18:59:00.000-08:00

在吃完早餐后，看见一个与本人息息相连的水性植物。

我欣赏它的孤立而行，敬佩它不受世俗影响的魅力，迷恋它粉色的背影。

它是多么的美丽，却等待着伯乐的赏识。逆境是多么的残酷，却依然屹立不到。

||View of 2007

2008-01-09T05:13:00.000-08:00

After some of the time, my friends asked me, how come I didn't put any conclusion or opinion to year 2007?

Weird? Wondering? Freak?

No need to do so , hehe, because I have forgotten to team it together with my MEMORY LANE 2007. Here we go--->

1. With my dear for 645 days. Everyday was the sweetest moments(Of course sometimes emotion took over rational...Sorrieee~).
2. Living in the world for 20 years, first time I traveled to oversea with friend.
3. First time I organized a big event(As a president...Haha!).
4. First time my car was stolen!
5. The second time I bought a car(old car, no need to credit for every month...Hiak hiak!)
6. The first time I earned money for more than RM2000 per month(Finished edi...I spend money like water...hoho~).
7. First time I went to Port Dickson.
8. I spent my time on university activities more than my studies(That's why my result was worst than my younger sister's!)
9. First time in my life received flowers and presents during Valentine(Thanks dear~).
10. First time in my life received an EXTREMELY EXPENSIVE Christmas gift(more than 4 figures...!)
11. First time to be emcee for four times within 3 months.
12. First time I get a best debater in a competition.(Thanks to my team...)
13. First time I drove to KL by myself and alone.(Yea, I get lost also...haha~)
14. First time celebrated my Birthday in hotel.
15. First time to play parachute in Pattaya, Thailand.
16. First time in my life to use Maxis(Honestly to say, it is EXPENSIVE and the service is BAD, especially CUSTOMER SERVICES. I can choose not to use again since Digi line is absolutely FULL in my hostel!)
17. First time I went to 5 different places(3 were beaches, 1 was a country, 1 was highland.) within 1 month.

An interesting year for me =)...Cheers!

||Curse of supper

2008-01-07T09:01:00.000-08:00

9.34pm-Kajang.

Jane : I wanna diet!!! I had my kimchi just now!
Jarrett : Yeah me too, but we are looking at these crunchy stuffs , so seductive...
Gwen : Oh, yealo, it looks tasty, feel like trying ...
Jane | Jarrett | Gwen | : Then tomorrow we continue our plan la! Eat first!

I had my second dinner within a couple of hours!!

Thanks to the following people...

...Miss Gwen Zero and Miss Janiee...

*I was shocked when I saw the sound of fundamental !*

Conclusion : Diet in healthy way is encouraged , but need to apply your daily exercise also. No excuses!

No supper after dinner!
but I can't do that either...Hehe~

p/s: My lovely dear, I'm wondering how many days you didn't go for your gym ? Work it out!

||Memory Lane>>July 2007-December 2007

2008-01-06T05:29:00.000-08:00

July 2007-November 2007

21st July 2007-Fairwell. I'd done it within 24 hours.

Fairwell with Cool Sherry...

I couldn't believe this happened to me!
My rotten/half-death car was stolen after coming back from Sungei Wang.
So, what to do? I still need to attend CH's fairwell at Metro Point .
And the biggest regret is I never took any single photo with my Mazda...!

Sigh~

Well, after showing all the events, it covered up to more than 50% of the year. Now within July and November were my life in University Kebangsaan Malaysia(UKM). The life there were fantastic and enjoyable because I have a brunch of nice course mates, lovely com mates and learnt a lot of new thing, especially in leadership and public speaking field.

Show you this=> ||大学点滴。萦绕

November 2007-December 2007

After having my final exam, I spent most of my precious time at home to rest and play around.
Of course there were some activities,hehe...Check it out!

17th November 2007-Yvonne Wo's Big day celebration!

Left: The Birthday girl, holding her birthday cake, regret didn't pull the cake to her face, hehe~
Right: Our confession with bowling.

*Lovely friendship. They were my secondary school memories, and friends for everlastingness.

22nd November 2007-Genting...Again =.="

*剑华(Persatuan Tiong Hwa) members.

31st December 2007-Port Dickson(Third time in year 2007...=.=")

It is not a strange place for a Malaysian. At least we were able to escape from the crowd in the city, learned the meaning of appreciation.

||Memory Lane>>June 2007 (Part III)

2008-01-05T03:14:00.000-08:00

June 2007(Part III)

15th June-23rd June>>Thailand:Bangkok and Pattaya

15th June 2007

Left: Inside LCCT, waiting for our flight.
Right: Captured from my seat. Just departed from Kuala Lumpur. Such a wonderful day.

Left: I guess we reached the upper side of Thailand, passed by Hatyai and Phuket.
Right: Friendly cabin crews.

Left: Reached Suvarnabhumi Airport, Bangkok. Syok sendiri inside the plane.
Right: On the way to Khao San Road-Looking for a place to rest.

*Welcome to Bangkok!On the way to Khao San Road...

Left: Suvarnabhumi Airport, Bangkok. A mystery statue.
Right: The Silk King, Jim Thompson's house Museum , at Rama 1 Road, Bangkok.

*Inside Jim Thompson's House.The people and the culture.

*Siam Paragon and Siam Center.

*The king of Thailand, Bhumibol Adulyadej(Rama IX). While on the way to Asia Hotel to watch Calypso performance.

Left: Bank in Thailand.
Right: MBK(MahBoonKrong) center. An enormous marble shopping mall in Bangkok.

Left: While waiting the show to begin!
Right: The stage of Calypso. Located at Asia Hotel,Bangkok.

*Captured together with Cabarets-They were friendly and gorgeous!

16th June 2007

*Wat Phra Kaew( Temple of the Emerald Buddha ) is regarded as the most sacred buddhist temple(wat) in Thailand

Left : On the way to Wat Arun. A landmark in Bangkok.
Middle : Inside the boat, need to cross Chao Phraya River.
Right : The temple is located in the Bangkok Yai district, on the west bank of the Chao Phraya River.

*Wat Arun-Temple of the Dawn, perhaps so named because the first light of morning is reflected off the surface of the temple with a pearly irridescence) is a buddhist temple (wat) in Bangkok, Thailand.

*Along the way at Wat Arun, we met two tourist( If I were not mistaken they were from Cambodia) . They taught us how to use the material on the right side photo.

*On the way to Pattaya. First need to take BTS to Ekkamai , then take bus to Pattaya. Ekkamai is somewhere like Malaysia's Pudu Raya, I guess.

17th June 2007

Left : The introduction of Sirracha Tiger Zoo, Pattaya.

Middle : First time in my life observed Pigs and Tigers can live together peacefully.
Right : The pig was running nose...yeeee~...Not dare to go close to it!

Left : She is a man!
Middle : With one of the famous Tiffany cabaret performer, Pattaya.
Right : Walking street at Pattaya. They have a fantastic yet flirtatious night life. "Good guy goes to Heaven; Bad guy goes to Pattaya"

18th June 2007

Left : While on the way to Khor Larn, we met an Indian tourist, who was working in Japan, showing us the cigarrates cover.
Middle : The beach of Pattaya. Human Mountain Human Sea.
Right : Thailand cigarrates cover. A cigarrate is just like a mini chemical factory, please wake up human being!
Lower middle : Nothing to do while going to the beach. After that we parachuting around the sea, so nice to feel the wind.

After getting back from the beach, I received 23 missed calls, 14 messages from my Dear, friends and sister. All of these were regarding to the Local Universities intake list already announced! I was so excited, since I really hope by entering local university can help to reduce my family's burdon. Finally, My dear told me I made it! Although it was not my first choice, but I will accept it. Cheers~

At night, we went to somewhere in Pattaya to watch the so call "Tiger Show" .It was nothing special actually, just something you can see in the pornographic movie, some more it had repeated so many times...But the special things were those male performers have EXTRAordinary penis that beyond your imagination( I was shocked with human being's abilities, God created the best things for male to proud of, I guess,haha) . They could play piano, hit the drums and many more by using their giant tools, like a circus performer. Then those ladyboy performers able to keep and release their "useless tool" in a second..... Well, we were really 大开眼界. Why no photos?Because recording materials are strictly prohibited...

19th June 2007

Left : Just a small part of Nong Nuch Garden, Pattaya. Nong Nuch means beautiful lady.
Middle : If you know me, it is my addiction. Hehe~
Right : The French Garden .

Left : A landmark in Nong Nuch Garden. A love shape (miss you my dear~)
Right : Orchids. They were HUGE!

*I don't know what to say, just simply saw something special then captured...Haha~

Left : Thai people's dancing culture.Their ten fingers are LONG and SHARP.(yee...~)

Middle : Performing the war while colonist was attacking Siam, at the same time they were protecting their land.
Right : Thai boxing. Amazing and spectacular!

*The living statue of Ripley's Believe or not. He still can say HI to you..."Hello...~"

20th June 2007

Early morning, we set off to Bangkok from Pattaya by bus.

*Suan Pakkad Palace at Bangkok. It is located on Sri Ayutthaya Road south of the Victory Monument. The name Suan Pakkad translates as "Cabbage Patch", but the museum's collection of five traditional pavillions is one of the best examples of traditional domestic architecture in the city

Left : Before entering to the stage, Calypso at Asia Hotel, Bangkok.
Right : Big regret! I should make it in horizontal rather than vertical!

Left : With the dancers and Lisa.
Middle : The second time with Calypso's performers.
Right : Met a Japanese woman . She is nice and lovely.

21st June 2007

*Khwae Noi River, Kanchanaburi. Finally, at this junction we met 3 Malaysians(they were doctors) and 6 Korean which were 4 women and 2 guys. Such a lovely trip.

Left : Riding the elephant before going to the bamboo ship.
Middle : Death railway, built by the Empire of Japan during World War II.
Right : No alcohol, no accidents. Hilarious !

Left : Syok sendiri while sitting on the bamboo ship,hehe~
Right : Malaysians in Thailand.

p/s: While on the way back to hotel, the bus stucked in the traffic for 4 hours++. The distance is just like from Leisure Mall to Times Square.

22nd June 2007

Left : Wat Pho/Wat Phra Chetupan. The Temple of the Reclining Buddha, is a buddhist temple in Phra Nakhon district, Bangkok, located in the Rattanakosin district directly adjacent to the Grand Palace. Its official full name is Wat Phra Chetuphon Vimolmangklararm Rajwaramahaviharn (Thai: วัดพระเชตุพนวิมลมังคลาราม ราชวรมหาวิหาร).

Right : This one...Erm....I'm not really sure, but should be some landmark around Wat Pho, any one knowing this??

After that ...Is the time for Shopping!!!
So, for the shopaholics like us definitely spent most of our time at MBK, Siam Center, and other places to buy some souvenirs, food and interesting stuffs(Today is just part 1...奸笑ing~) . Since tomorrow will be back to Kuala Lumpur ...

23rd June 2007

Early morning, we woke up to Chat Tut Chat by BTS to buy some souvenirs(To continue , part II). Chat Tut Chat is an enormous market. So many cheap and nice stuffs to buy, until I pokkai,haha~

Then we rushed to airport by bus, but since the demonstration happened on that time, it dragged our time and cause us unable to depart on time! So that time luckily Dary has his credit card to pay for the flight tickets. Hooi~*Sweating*

Then we arrived LCCT at night about 11pm. Malaysia, I'm back!!

*While waiting the flight to depart.*
Left : Jarrett Wong(Hehe, the player of the whole trip...Wakaka~)
Right : Dary Chong(The planner of the whole trip!)

*Special thanks to My dear because acted as a driver to fetch us to the airport, Muackss!!

||Happy New Year 2008!

2007-12-30T23:54:00.000-08:00

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东主有喜，暂休一天！

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Happy New Year 2008!

Today will be celebrating the coming year of 2008 at Port Dickson...Enjoy your day!

*Memory Lane>>June 2007（PartIII) *is on the way to complete...

Cheers!

||Memory Lane>>June 2007 (Part II)

2007-12-30T01:16:00.000-08:00

June 2007(Part II)

||Memory Lane>>June 2007(Part I)

2007-12-29T11:01:00.000-08:00

June 2007(Part I)

Alright, come to June .This month was the most memorable month for me in year 2007.

1stJune-2nd June>>Port Dickson.

Perhaps you don't believe me, but it is the truth. This was my first time I went to Port Dickson, after living in the world for a quarter of century, finally was invited to Port Dickson with Dary, Lancy and Huey. The trip was enjoyable and relax, at least at the moment we left the busy town for a while, released our stress , dealt with the sea and sky only.

4th June-7th June>>Pulau Langkawi/Langkawi Island

Well, the second time within half year, but this time was funnier and memorable than last time. It is because we able to visit many places that we missed last time, at least this time was not only snorkeling.

The participants: Ryan Gan(ZJ), Flower Square(CH), Gwen Zero(GL), Sabrina Holmes(SH) and Timothy Cruise(TC). Congratulation to the driver because able to drive from KL to Langkawi in 5 hours, same thing happened when they returned to KL, without resting, yea and thank you to the participants because believe in his skills, although a bit risky and dangerous sometimes.Hehe~

p/s:Specially thanks to Miss Sabrina because willing to contribute her slk(small little kancil) for the journey...Can you imagine 5 people squeezed inside the kancil for 10 hours?Don't forget they have luggage too...haha!

p/s again...:The photographer-Miss Gwen Zero...Aiseh!Muackxx~

*from left to right: Gwen Zero | Ryan Gan | Timothy Cruise | Flower Square | Sabrina Holmes

After this?Yeah, my big day on 9th June.Celebration with my dear at Eastin Hotel, we had a great time there!*Miss the moment...hehe~

||Memory Lane>>February 2007-May 2007

2007-12-28T21:36:00.000-08:00

February 2007-May 2007

At the end, we found that there were something hidden behind the job, especially the salary part. So we decided to resign it but at the same times, we really glad that we learnt a lot of things from the bank,specially thanks to Jega(our team leader,hehe~He likes to foreplay his fingers...hoho~), Angeline(the mother of the department, something wrong with her sometimes...), Penny, Jimmy, Allan, Ali(SIEW like him so much...>.<)...Thanks for guiding us , especially Penny definitely help us when we faced problem.Arigato!

The second job-Credit Card Protection Telemarketer.The job is located inside Al-Rahji Bank,opposite of KLCC, next to Public Bank headquarter . Everyday need to squeeze into KTM , then push again in Putra, although it is crowded everyday .

Then the nature of this job is to ask (I think is more to force...) credit card customers to purchase the credit card protection plan, same lo everyday need to present the same thing as the script. This time different, we need to present gently and nicely to the customers, the toughest part is we need to keep our mood in positive direction(no matter you are in a bad mood), let the customer listen to our cheerful voice, with rhythm and flow... lalala~

However, this job I found a group of *cute*, nice ,and friendly colleagues( we are still keeping in touch!)...Haha, it was fun to have them during working time, especially Wei-Ni always go to office together with me, even back home also we took the same path also...Wondering?She is staying in Semenyih ma~haha~ Some more still have our lovely team leader-Phoebe, Patrick, Ronnie, Elaine(She is doing degree in UPM), Marsha, Anne, Dorris, Siew Yee, Jeff(the cutest freak guy...),Diana, Kumar, ~Hehe~alright, let the photos explain everything...

Of course, within the working period, my dear played an important role, sometimes fetched to work, sometimes gave me a ride after working, we had lunch together when my dear passed by KLCC, we had a great time!

Also, I faced dilemma after STPM result was released , need to consider the course suit me the most, busy in applying many course in variety of universities, luckily my dear was besides me, give me supports, I really appreciate it, Muackss~

||Memory Lane>>December 2006-January 2007

2007-12-28T10:35:00.000-08:00

December 2006-January 2007

Alright, Since STPM, I was hibernating at my lovely home, lying on the bed 滚来滚去, have my lunch while I was online, bought lot of junk food to feed my stomach(at the same time I let my hand to do something ,otherwise it will become cacat~).

Then, finally, my mother put pressure to me, my sister said I was like a 二世祖, my dear scolded me like hell...Well, that means they wan me to find a job to fill up my coming holiday...

*Officially said Bye-Bye to my piggy life and my lovely bed, hihi~*

The first job-Debts collector.Sounds nice ho? Almost like loan shark lo, everyday ask people for money , no money? Bank Negara will sue you and legal action will be taken...Everyday I need to present the same thing over the phone until earwax was accumulated in tremendous pace. Of course la sometimes will meet some "sot sot" customers, like they will scold you ah because just pass 2 days then chase the debts or they will tell you many stories,some worst! Avoid your calls, ask their children to pick up the call and lie to us ...

-below conversation are translated version from Cantonese version...

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Me:"Hello, may I speak to Mr xxx?"

Someone:" He is not around, may I know who are you?"

Sounds sweet, was a little girl.

Me:"Oh,This is Jarrett calling from Standard Chartered Bank, it is regarding to his loan payment, may I know who is on the line?"

The little girl:"I'm his daughter..."

Me:"Oh, may I know when your father will be back home?Is your mother at home?

The little girl:"Papa want me to tell you he is not around wo, he said he is busy..."

Me:" Then may I know what is your father doing now?

The little girl:" He is in the toilet ."

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OH MY GOD!

Hey uncle! If really 搞唔掂 then don't take loan from bank ma, their interest up to 18% de le! Some more if you used it to pay your credit card ho, auntie, when are you going to finish your payment le? Don't play play!

Come to the challenges't part of this job is we need to act like a hypnotist, 妈里麻力轰! Keep on give them advices, convince them to pay as soon as possible, of course la sometimes need to scold them also(for those weak weak type de, ngek ngek~). Like a magic show...>.<...But ho some really don't bother what you said de, they just ah ah ah, sounds they will pay on the next day but they didn't do so,waste my saliva ~ haiz~

After that, this job was introduced to Miss Sherry Mu(SIEW) and Miss Gwen Zero(GWEN)...ya, they called me TOOH...freak! Well, this two little devils made a lot of fun over the phone!Almost fainted~~~

TOOH-SIEW-GWEN
30th Nov 2007-this was captured at Luna Bar, Pan Global Building, Kuala Lumpur

||Merry X'mas

2007-12-25T10:56:00.000-08:00

And also Happy Birthday ! to my lovely Big sister( She got an iPod from her Bf, how sweet~)

..........

Yeah, the X'mas gift is fascinating, I like it so much.

Sometimes I just wish to have a memorable day with you, and yet you end up with your tentativeness.

This year, I have a blessed and wonderful X'mas eve, however I ended up it with sleeping(10 hours!)!

Thanx~

p/s:The High-Tea buffet in Sheraton Hotel was nice, addicted to strawberry again!

..........

Well, was invited to Miss Gwen's house to Barbecue! With Jane and her family(Auntie loss 5 kg after dieting!). Nice grilled chicken wing, crunchy drumsticks with herbs seasoning , fresh salads(fresh apple cubes, raisin, cabbage slices,and of course the yummy mayonnaise!). Beyond doubt, Miss Gwen is an expert in barbecue, next time she can choose to be a griller, selling satay!! Yeah, a-moi 你好有型啊!

p/s again...:well, lightning effects were poor, I could only see darkness via the photos!

||破晓

2007-12-22T21:48:00.000-08:00

黎明之前都是黑暗的，但始终都会破晓而亮。

人类是否也已经看见柳暗花明的一面呢？

内心的执著，是否也该沉淀一下，再瞻望前景？

||Criminal Planet

2007-12-20T06:24:00.001-08:00

When I was still an innocent child, my mother will advice us not to follow any strangers for any purpose.

However, we did notice many tragedies happen around the world that time, but at least I'm glad to say during my childhood memory, I didn't see any serious social problem like what is happening around the world right now, yet in Malaysia. Kidnapping is a serious issue , if you still remember the case of 邓菘升 .It happened when I was just standard 3 if I were not mistaken. This case had shaken the social safety alarm, but at least it happened just once in a half year(based on unprofessional calculations) .

The thing you can see now :The headlines of the newspaper are about the social safety issues , and many forwarded messages to urge the world to be careful in every second, especially for young ladies , women and aged ladies. Sincerely, this is a sign of sickness, the world is going to become a sinful planet, human are unable to return the innocence, they created the crimes to fulfill their desires or worst, their selfishness. For instance , Raping is happening at every corner of the world, most of the times ladies are targeted, so men, please protect the ladies and women you love the most to avoid any unwanted tragedies! Robbery and Snatch Theft are growing problems in this little developing country,some instances of snatch theft have caused fatalities through subsequent acts of violence! Another concern will be Child Abuse, happens in the child's home, large numbers of cases of child abuse have been identified within some organizations involving children, such as churches, schools, child care businesses, and in particular native residential schools, or in government agencies.

So the thing I'm gonna to say is the social no longer safe as what you think( Of course, think like that always) .I need to admit that, there are some kind-hearted people willing to give you a hand, but unfortunately there are much more monsters(they are another type of human being,but cold-blooded) who are mercy-less targeting their next target, for whatever reasons, Trafficking of human beings, purpose of exploitation. Exploitation includes forcing people into Prostitution or other forms of sexual exploitation, Forced Labour or services, Slavery or practices similar to slavery, servitude or the Removal of organs. For Children exploitation may include also, illicit International Adoption, trafficking for early marriage, recruitment as child soldier or for Begging( some of them were kidnapped in the toilet or even fitting room, and transfered to other country within 24 hours, they lost their physical organs just to beg money from the social! Some will be sent to tourism based country for FREAKSHOW purpose! ).

These are just something you can see in the real example, some other crimes like Corruption, People Smuggling , Illegal Arms Trade, Money Laundering, Drug Trafficking, War Crime(Iraq and USA-生灵涂炭!) and Terrorism(to be distinguished from domestic terrorism) are going on in this sinful planet!

I'm not trying to break your confidence to the world, not being pessimistic. When you think about your lovely family, and your brilliant future, BE CAREFUL ALWAYS, avoid yourself from being the next victim！

||Piece Of Me

2007-12-19T12:40:00.000-08:00

The second single from Britney Spears' fifth studio album Blackout. This is the most expensive Spears' music video since "Toxic", which also had the price tag of $500,000. Only $25,000 were spent for Spears' previous video, "Gimme More". It was directed by Wayne Isham , who had previously worked with Spears in the video "I'm Not a Girl,Not Yet a Woman" and in an international Pepsi commercial in 2002. This is the official music video, at least better than the MV of Gimme More .

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Phillipines
They still got pictures of my derriere in the magazine
You want a piece of me? You want a piece of me…
I’m Miss bad media karma
Another day another drama
Guess I can’t see no harm
In working and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm
I’m still an exception
And you want a piece of me
I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Exta! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)
Tryin’ and pissin’ me off
Well get in line with the paparazzi
Who’s flippin’ me off
Hopin’ I’ll resort to startin’ havoc
And end up settlin’ in court
Now are you sure you want a piece of me?
I’m Mrs. ‘Most likely to get on TV for strippin’ on the streets’
When getting the groceries, no, for real..
Are you kidding me?
no wonder Causing panic in the industry
I mean, please, do you want a piece of me?
Oh yeah
You want a piece of me

||曲终人散

2007-12-13T11:22:00.000-08:00

终于都明白为何一个人时会胡思乱想，尤其是在得不到的情况下，更容易体会回忆是最开心的悲剧。

幻想着你会说些动听的话，明明知道不可能却硬要找到话题来继续彼此的暧昧。

孤独的站在门口前，看着你离开的背影，心里千万的不舍还是不敢说出来。原来最不会表达内心话的人竟然是我自己！

夜幕低垂，我望着床的尽头，寻找着你残留的香味。。。

||忆。吻

2007-12-11T11:29:00.000-08:00

曾经失去的感觉，终于在昨晚的邂逅后寻回。

漫长的黑夜，窗外的雨不停的下，似乎没完没了。可是内心想表白的灵魂却按耐不住，一触即发。

“会冷吗?”

“还好，有你在会比较温暖。”他踏实的告诉我，脸上突然一阵烫热。

相拥而入眠。心跳得比平常快。感觉到雨越下越频密，可是却希望房内的节奏可以慢下来，甚至停止时空，一起共享零距离的拥抱。

即使多么希望能留住多一秒，可是时间静悄悄的离开，也慢慢地将他离我而去。从那一刻开始不舍，依恋他的拥抱，回味着感性的双唇，希望电话的短讯能露出思念的蛛丝马迹。

“我不知道为什么有时候会想起你，
也许这是一种美妙的感觉，
每当我特别想你的时候，
我一定会马上传信息给你，
就像现在一样，
想跟你说我很想念你。”

||Young never returns

2007-12-10T19:42:00.000-08:00

I'm sitting alone in front of the computer, refreshing the moments that we spent together...

After saying goodbye to the Birthday girl, I moved my way to Tan's house to meet my Sixth form friends.

This was the day I looking for within the half year,many of them changed,some not.When I reached there, I saw Venus(The kimono girl), Konn Linn(Lovely monitor), Huey Yen(The greatest one) and Suu Chei(The tiny one).Haha~~!Well, I thought I was the latest, unfortunately, the earliest among the male.

After few chatting with them, I feel like to returning to my life in sixth form, lot of memories although just 1 and the half year, but it makes my life colorful. Half of an hour passed, Sam and his gf appeared.Then Kai Cheong started to squeeze into the crowd, haha.Later on we saw Wyman , Send Hong and Eunice.

Along the gathering, we shared the experience in universities, the life in college, the moments in life. Of course, something might flash back the past.Finally, Jessy, Ash , Kit Yen(The emperor) and Phoebe able to catch up the flow to join this gathering. Kinda impressed since after working in KLCC for PC fair, but they still able to drive( I guess they were speeding) and energetic. Well, at least we knew they took the gathering as an important events, never forcing, but we might see each other once or twice in a year, why choose to absent?

Take care everyone, young never returns, appreciate everything you have now.

||突破

2007-11-28T08:19:00.001-08:00

没有人愿意做一个小丑。

可能你认为他很搞笑，可是内心的悲哀与寂寞你们了解多少？或者你觉得他的幽默令你觉得这是一个完美的一天，往往他只是为了掩饰自己的不安而将快乐寄托在你们的身上。

他认为是时候作出一些改变了。曾经在《梁祝》的舞台剧里以一个比较认真的角色去配合这个令人觉得即凄美又唯独的悲剧，但是这个原本能够令人眼前一亮的角色顿时因为平时的幽默而失去了色彩。在想要取得平衡与衡量角度的同时，令观众认为他的认真并不是一个值得鼓励的自然现象。可能人物已经被定性了，所以即是付出了多么大的努力也挽回不了。

要取得平衡点就必须有些特出的突破。人生如戏，倘如连自己也放弃了演出，色彩不会出现在舞台，连火花的影子都没有！

||去年的烟花比较多

2007-11-14T08:29:00.000-08:00

2005年12月31 日，小乙望着窗外的烟花，觉得今年的烟花比较少。

“今天的紫罗兰开得很丰盛，哈哈！那个媚姨还送我几束紫玫瑰呢，你看多漂亮。~”

小乙望着躺在床上的阿不，会心一笑，因为阿不的微笑就是一切。

看着医院的人潮，生死离别已经是家常便饭，只可惜不知自己还有多少的岁月来照顾阿布。他不敢再有任何的奢望，但愿能把握每一秒，陪着阿布。

曾经许下的诺言在遇上意外的那刻起，经不起命运的安排而破碎了。他们的承诺已经成为历史，回首再望并没有怨天尤人，只是天妒鸳鸯，造化弄人。

五年了，风雨不改。从小乙的脸庞看得见岁月的痕迹，他的独角戏成为了生活的一部分，即使他的回忆只有香气。桌上的紫罗兰总是盛开的，生气勃勃，却和床上的植物人成为鲜明的对比。墙上贴着几只纸制的紫蝴蝶，缠绕着海蓝色的墙壁。

2006年6月8日，2359，他在阿不的耳边轻声地对他说：“生日快乐”。

~摘自《我不是紫蝴蝶》

||《再见萤火虫》。心灵脆弱的一刻

2007-11-08T13:26:00.000-08:00

“昭和20年9月21日晚，我死了。”

自《铁达尼号》后，我那高尚的泪水不再为任何影片而掉。但是在一个很偶然的机遇下，我在时代广场内的录影店看到《再见萤火虫》这部日本卡通片。也不知道到底是荷尔蒙搞怪还是卡通瘾发作，在那短短的30秒内我决定买下来，占为己有。

那天的心情正纳闷着，尤其是那忧郁的天气令人的脸部狂妄的抽蓄。离开了床面，机械似的扭开电视机观赏昨天刚买的《再见萤火虫》。影片一开始就定下了一个悲剧的论调，让观众必须沉浸其中以达到悲剧的效果，在其后倒叙的故事中，观众——包括我在内的善良的人们，则必须在尽力克制之后才可以避免眼泪的流淌。那个衣衫褴褛的少年，躺在通道出口，忍受着失去亲人的悲痛以及饥饿和寒冷的多重折磨之后死去。那是在战争结束后的一个月。

一个日本高级海军军官父亲，在孩子的眼中是伟大的，他是为国家而战，也是为他的孩子的尊严而战，所以，他无疑是伟大的。在影片中，父亲的角色是以照片和回忆的形式呈现，他存在于孩子的记忆中。他有一双可爱的儿女，有一个温良贤惠的妻子，他应该爱着他的家庭，也被家庭所爱，但他作为一个军人却是必须要承担起战争的职责，他只能去战斗，而留给他的家庭的是骄傲和思念。本来，如果战火没有蔓延到他的国家，他的家庭可以继续为他而骄傲着，但是当轰炸延伸到他的国家的时候，一切悲剧也就因此而开始。

14岁的清太深爱着他的父母以及那可爱的妹妹。无奈却必须负担起一个男人应该承担的责任。影片用了过多的笔墨来描述清太和妹妹的感情，装糖果的小铁盒子和漫天飞舞的萤火虫也是在这时候为我们营造出了一种幸福的氛围，哥哥拉着妹妹的手在夜晚的奔跑，以及妹妹银铃般的笑声却为接下来发生的巨大悲剧做出了无情的铺垫。空袭开始了，就在清太背着妹妹节子逃走的时候，他们的母亲在空袭中受到重伤，并在无法医治的情况下去世——在她被抬出去的时候，在那些厚重的纱布缝隙中，可以清晰的看到蠕动着的蛆虫和不断飞舞着的苍蝇，而清太只能默默的看着，无能为力。他能够做到的，只能是暂时瞒着年幼的妹妹。

与清太和妹妹节子之间的亲情相比，他们与姨妈之间的感情成为巨大的讽刺。母亲去世之后，兄妹两人投靠了他们的姨妈，原以为这样会让生活幸福一些，可是战争已经让亲情疏远，物质的贫乏更使得人们彼此冷漠。为了不再忍受姨妈一家的白眼，清太毅然带着妹妹节子离开这个冷漠的地方，而宁愿搬到郊外一个废弃的山脚的防空洞生活，在战火中两个人相依为命。但他们是快乐的。

穿插在世界大战内，萤火虫再次飞舞了，可是他们的厄运却不断的降临，饥饿和疾病成为困绕他们的最大问题，为了让妹妹能够不再饿肚子，清太宁可去偷，而且是趁飞机轰炸的时候，每当他在逃离的家庭找到一些吃的东西，他都会无比的兴奋。影片为这段生活赋予了更多的笔墨，废弃的家园，荒凉的原野，每一个细节看起来都那么真实，恬淡与残酷相间，冷漠与温情并存。其中有两个细节很触动人心，其一，清太偷东西被人捉住，被毒打之后扭送到警察局，警察很体谅清太的处境，把他释放了；其二，清太去买东西的时候，听到人们在谈论他们的国家已经战败，他愕然，他再次想到了他的父亲。快乐仅仅只是短暂的一瞬，恶劣的环境使节子身上起了湿疹，但他们没有钱去看病，更没有钱去买来药品……终于，年幼的妹妹没能逃过饥饿和疾病的双重折磨，悲惨死去。

我正重组着脑海内的脑海中残留的记忆，记录着我的心情。这情绪伴随着故事的发展而波动。但是最终留在记忆中的则只有浸淫在整部影片中灰暗而悲凉的氛围。要赚取的不是观后的泪水，而是欣赏后所带来的讯息：战争的残酷与祸害。

《再见萤火虫》是一部应该被历史记住的电影，它记录了历史，也承载了无数因战争而夺走的灵魂。

“一罐糖，一群荧火虫，便是他们炮火童年的美丽幸福；一罐糖，一群荧火虫，伴着相携相依的兄妹走完了短暂的人生旅途。”

||《Blackout》

2007-11-05T11:47:00.000-08:00

这是一个万众期待的时刻！尤其是对于我这种火山爆发性的，更是一发不可收拾！

各位一定是在想到底是什么东东酱令本小子如此的兴奋。。。嘻嘻嘻~

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锵!

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那就是碧妮。史碧史的最新专辑《BLACKOUT》出炉咯！！

大家一定是觉得：cheh~有什么了不起喔，他出新专辑而已嘛！~~

错错错！！

她不只是出新专辑，而且她也重新打造自己，令我们这些粉丝和喜欢她的人眼前一亮！~啶~！当然最值得鼓励的是自她与他的前夫结婚后就一直闹出负面的新闻，更有绯闻说他自甘堕落之类的话。好了，好了，无论他的性格是如何，我们都无权去理会，毕竟人家也是凡人一个，我们也该尊重他人的私隐吧~

就让我这个小粉丝替她的专辑打下广告吧！~嘻

基本上这个是她个人的第5张专辑，于10月30日全球同步发行。顾名思义《BLACKOUT》这张专辑是她自从《IN THE ZONE》后的鲜明作品，逃不离的音乐类型就像Pop, 和 R&B 都是碧妮的特色，其中这是关于告别负面以及面对生活的专辑。当中的主打《Gimme more》不但得到各电台的青睐，还有许多外界的朋友都对于这首歌竖起拇指，加强碧妮的信心！~内容嘛，就见仁见智咯，哈哈~！

至于封面嘛，本人就觉得麻麻嘚咯，看得见她的沧桑与波折，封面的背景应该可以有更好的颜色和程序，但是最重要的还是里面的看头咯！！落足料喔！

It is Britney's fifth album and also the latest one,《Blackout》 which was released on October 30, 2007 around the world. As the tittle blackout is about blacking out the negativity and embracing life.There was confusion as to the album's title prior to an official announcement. Spears's website ran a competition for fans to vote for the album's title, however none of those names were used.

Most reviews were positive. Entertainment Weekly gave the album a B+ rating and praised the album as

"a perfectly serviceable dance album abundant in the kind of bouncy electro elements that buttressed her hottest hits."

Popjustice, famous for its unusual reviews, also praised the album calling it

"modern sounding, and brilliantly produced."

Rolling Stone went on to give the album three and a half stars out of five and joked that Spears will

"continue to crank the best pop booty jams until a social worker cuts off her supply of hits"

||Without Calculator

2007-11-05T02:17:00.000-08:00

Ole Ole Ole~

I've simplified all the questions, even though I might not able to get the answer, but at least I tried it, never give up until the end of the time.

Guessing what had happened to me?Alright I was having my final exam for my first year,thevery first semester,also the very first time I forgot to bring my CALCULATOR to the examination hall!!!

Early the morning, I supposed to wake up and give myself another last strike on Chemistry, but we learned all of this before, it mixed up with some biological knowledges,like biochemistry things. But guess what? I couldn't make it and I was awaken by my roommate!! but I was not rushing also, I still got time to have my Maggie and soya drink, but when I reached Kompleks Bestari( One of the examination hall in UKM) ,after few pages of the booklet,I need to calculate the calories of the food, I realized there is no any single calculator with me but was surrounded by all the calculators! It's so near to me, but I couldn't take it!~I looked around, all of the candidates are doing so hard to answer the questions, but I was still thinking WTF how come I could forget to bring this important toy with me!??

So? I scanned the last few pages...Ooh Shit!!! All the orders and moles need calculators!!( Can you imagine how to solve a question with "ln" and "log" type without any calculator or sifir book? Luckily the binary prefix is not too small,otherwise, I'll hang myself~! ) . I scrabbled my hair, playing with my fingers, looking around intentionally, sight-seeing, toilet-ing, day-dreaming,...Then I returned my attention to the dilemma to survive all this kind of thing...>.<

Few years ago, after I studied Additional Mathematics, first time in my life to face this dilemma, even though I know the calculations but still need to end up by guessing the answers.Haha!!

||越夜越美麗

2007-10-26T14:24:00.000-07:00

夜，星星結聚，紅葉，依星伴睡，我在繁星夜裡，曾擁他共醉．

但，星不再聚，黃葉，風中跌墜，我問寒風葉絮，誰令它別去．

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無病呻吟的秋天。頭髮亂了，风趣的往事已经是机械的一部分，留恋着的背影慢慢地成为了我的精神粮食，侵蚀着那残留的青春。

凌晨四时三十二分，并不是梦醒时分，经不起寒雨的双膝隐约的向体内起了革命战争。照片上的你和我已经成为回味的遐想，不可能的奢侈逐渐地抹杀着我们之間的分岔路。我贪婪的眼神似乎还在萦绕着你曾经留下的芬芳。原本幸福的双人床顿时成为房间的装饰品，拥挤的单人房在霎那间变得宽阔。

也许岁月开始不留人，满口怨言的双眼抵抗着我脑海内的宁静，过去的承诺成为了今天的伤口。朦胧的月夜陪伴着那孤独的灵魂，虽然发霉的白开水味道刺鼻，但是麻木的舌头似乎漠视这不该存在的味道，就像那血腥的红玫瑰宁可选择枯萎，也不愿继续绽放鲜红。

习惯了成为你的配角，但是最后却发现原来你给的天堂只不过是一种勉强。平静的忐忑却成为了相爱的方式，虚伪的幸福原来是多么的甜蜜，至少那一刻不是海枯石烂，而是曾经拥有，即使我还是迷恋着你的拥抱。

碧海裏，烟波千顷，一葉轻舟何其渺小，可是因爲你，我卻感到無比的安穩，踏實。

||麻木的兴奋

2007-10-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

很明显的，我又在浪费着时间。

面对着第一个学期的大考。我无动于衷。考统计学的时候，遇到不会做的题目，也是一笑而过。即使在温习周还未正式开始之前，我也没有任何温习的计划，盼望的却是与同学聚会，欣赏下以往的照片，泡网至凌晨，睡到日上三杆。当然，还要完成电脑方程序，Ｃ＋＋的功课。回忆过去的我，拼死老命的温习功课，寻找历年考题，为的还不是要和政府考试斗个你死我活！可是现在呢？唉～～

好了，是时候温习功课了，希望我能够完成我刚刚编下的读书计划。

||自由的眼泪

2007-10-19T04:18:00.000-07:00

-这是写给一个因为爱而放弃眼泪的男生-

那是一个寂静的夜晚，我拖着疲累的身子回到我的房间。一边收拾桌上的凌乱，一边苦思着我做了这么多东西到底是为了什么？扭开冲凉房的花洒，清凉的水猛击我的脸庞，冲走眼泪的痕迹，却洗不掉回忆的岁月。之前，为了支撑所有不愉快的事情，我都是秉持" 快乐为幸福泉源 "使自己继续的乐观，可惜的是最近却用不上场。不过这些事情都已经过去了，回想起来到底是我的理由悲伤，还是自己经验尚浅，我也不想再去追究了。

想追究的是，哭泣是一种专利吗？哭泣是得不到的失落，还是压抑后的爆发？当一个人正在追逐着幸福时，是因为得到后的感动，还是因为逃避失败而选择了放弃的眼泪？爱一个人最唯美的时候，是当彼此珍惜疼爱对方时所留下的眼泪，一种为了爱而被埋葬的痕迹；而不是任何未知的山盟海誓。

哭泣有性别之分吗？一个男生愿意为了自己心爱的人而哭，不但是害怕失去，而且是一种无形的压力压得他好累。一向被认为坚强的男生，总是会有最脆弱的时刻。在最无助，最失望的时候所展露出来的不再是软弱，而是最坚强的眼泪。最后要克服的不是心灵的寂寞，而是谅解，一个人人都能了解的心情。小时候的我们可能因为年龄而被原谅了眼泪的痕迹，但是长大后的我们却因为心力交瘁而忘了一个曾经被剥夺的专利。

那一瞬间的感触，坚强已经不再是依靠的借口，而是眼泪的温度取代了那动荡的潇洒。即使是短暂的美丽，却足以弥补失去的空虚。

凌晨的4。15分，我哭了。

||非一般《猪》的生活

2007-10-18T04:35:00.000-07:00

糟糕！

发现自己真的是很糟糕！一天的二十四小时内我竟然睡了十四个小时~起身后还蒙蒙查查的跑去泡网，吃我喜爱的快熟面。要检讨下的当然是我的日常作息，不但迟睡迟起，而且天天吃杯面，喝豆浆，晚间还跑去吃宵夜！功课还没温习，每天看美少女战士连续剧（月亮的化身，警恶惩奸！），更甚的是差不多每天都有午睡的时候！！看来这次不变猪都很难~

幸亏，本人还有点良知，知道自己不想考试变成红彤彤，所以就刚刚计划了自己在未来的两个星期内要做的事情。首先当然是要温习功课咯（不然会被雷公劈的！), 然后收拾房间（几千年来都是酱乱的~），过后就做功课，大概大概是酱子先.

有时候发现自己在过于紧张的情况下反而不能好好的发挥自己所长，可能需要一些比较适当的个人空间，放纵下自己的情绪，释放压力以面对即将来临的未来，啊~！！！

上帝请保佑让我有自知之醒，让我早点起床，阿弥陀佛~

||大学点滴。萦绕

2007-10-16T12:50:00.000-07:00

一个期待已久的假期已渐渐的走向尾声。虽然离考试的日子尚有两个礼拜，但我还是依然的懒散，忙着泡网，喝着我喜爱的豆奶，看着电影版的美少女战士《The Promise of Rose》。我，依然是我自己。

聚会时，朋友问我大学的生活还好吗？我不会回答 -好-，一个如此简单的答案。穿插在国大的空间里半年，我已经不知道什么是怠慢得生活反而我会埋怨怎么24小时的时间竟然不够用！想回去，刚开学的七月份，初到一个陌生的环境，我的心态就像一只盲头乌蝇，人潮往那个方向我就只有跟的份儿。慢慢的也发现很少我熟悉的朋友在国大的圈子内，当时的失落感顿时油然而生，但是一个新的环境难免会有这种事情发生。庆幸的是本人的适应环境能力可不是赖的呢！就在那一个短短的新生周内很快的就和一班蛮谈得来而且古灵精怪的朋友凑成一团，一起在晚间喝茶，搞活动，谈心事。

在阴差阳错的状况下，成为了剑华的一分子，第一次领导整个活动的无知少年，哈哈！当然本人的兴趣是满广阔的，说到难听点应该是贪心吧,奸笑ing...因为我认为一开始加入时并不是很了解整个活动的概念，而是必须自己亲自体验才能体会到酸甜苦辣的。《国大辩论谷》一早就在我的脑海里，看到柜台二话不说就报上名字了。辩论嘛，顾名思义就是训练口才以及机智。在师姐和师兄的引导下我们在几个比赛内脱颖而出，还得到最佳辩论员，双喜临门，哈哈!

《国大华文班》是我觉得一个蛮有意义的团体，因为从它的整体概念目的是为了将华文发扬光大，对象是友族同胞以及来自外地想学习华文的莘莘学子。华文班是唯一有提供一个小角落让我们进行活动及落脚，叫做华角啦！这个地方有时我是写下签到啊，八卦下，小睡以及看报的地方，还有冷气噢！还有的是华文班也有自己的结业典礼，我就在当天身穿马来同胞的衣服，成为了司仪噢！

《国大下乡团。心的牵引》，这个呢是因为我听一个朋友说这个活动很有意义的，因为宗旨在于为乡区的村名服务，要面对的不是年轻人，而是小孩子以及年纪较大的长辈，并从这个角度去想他们的需求并给与适当的服务，回馈社会。

接下来的，是国大生最熟悉的一个历年活动，《国大中秋》。这个活动对我来说其实并不陌生，因为以前曾经在育华就听过了，但就没有真正的去看，只有幻想罢了，哈哈。原本我是有报名参于舞台剧表演的，可是报道当天有急事而没有去到，再加上剑华的培训营，不得不放弃国大中秋咯，更何况国大人才济济，相信比我还出色的人多得很呢！但是我竟然忘了原来我也有报名司仪团哦！收到信后就因为刚好放学的时间碰上了应征，所以也硬着头皮的去咯。在两次的应征顺利通过后，我只能说是幸运啦，因为恰好在第二次应征是遇到一个很合得来的排档，走运咯！就在那次后就不断地练稿，到现在我还可以将校长的名字一字不漏的背出来呢~！就是将咯做了一天的DJ还有一次的informal司仪，嘻嘻！

当然还有自己的学院的Fact Night(Faculty Night)。这个呢是只有给那些他们自己的所属科系所搞的一个晚会，因为我的是数学学院，参于的是精算学系，统计学系以及纯数学系的学生咯。当晚会有那些被选中的男女佳丽呈现舞台剧以及别的舞台剧+舞蹈演出。现在你可能会问我当天有没有演出？答案是没有，嘻嘻，因为本人以及其他三位被选为当天的司仪，负责搞砸整场气氛。。。没有啦，只是主持下场面，搞下气氛酱而已咯~！

过后，最感到压力的是剑华的中秋文娱晚会。因为会与国大中秋的时间相撞（差点啦~），加上人手协调上的分配不足，以及自己粗枝大叶的坏习惯，真的很担心当天会出现什么吓人的场面或状况。幸亏，老天有眼，有筹委们的不放弃和长辈们（讲到有点老tim。。。嘻嘻~）的指导，当天才能顺利地进行，得到许多正面的反映，总算没有辜负人家的期望。。。

讲到这里当然是要讲下关于我的科系里的人与事咯！所谓四海内结存兄弟也，大家就像是一家人咯（不知道他们有没有酱想拉~），认识的朋友也多咯，来自各州的，上北下南，左东右西，就是没有外国人！！得空大家还会一起去吃午餐，讨论下课业上的问题（其中以C++为最有问题的科目！），八卦下，分享生活见解，批评国家大事，蛮有趣下的。有时会间中逃课，因为睡迟+无聊的教授，很爽下的呢！

现在，大学生活只剩下两年半的时间(扣埋假期，剩下两年~)，突然觉得自己抽离不了大学的生活。不但舍不得，更希望时间能够延长点，即使是还有两年半的时间。。。

||呐喊与失望

2007-10-15T20:52:00.000-07:00

其实，一起搞一项活动最有意义的地方是当每一个成员都很用心的付出以及大家所秉持着的那份责任感。

继剑华的中秋文娱晚会后，所得到的酸甜苦辣并非单凭笔墨所形容的！要感谢的不是只有筹委们的付出，还有的是师兄及师姐们的循循指导，指引我们这群迷路的羔羊在黑暗的路途中寻找一丁点的光亮。

所以？就是因为投我以桃，报之以梨，再加上喜欢与一班有干劲的活力热血青年一起筹备活动，当中的乐趣是无以伦比的。可是总有些地方，事情或人会令人不满，甚至令人反感而衍生失望的感觉。当我接了一个部门的总协调时，我会安分守己，准备接受即将来临的工作量。有人说我的部门少东西做，应该加这个，加那个；做这个，做那个，我无话可说如果你们的观念是如此，因为工作性质是如此，能够怎么办？我在第一次的会议时已经欣然的接受那个经过大家通过的附加工作量，为了的是不必要的争执。可是第二次的会议却又告诉我，他们要拿回上次所说的话，然后再给我另一个工作量。过后，刚刚我才接到他的电话，他说我们的部门要做这个，做那个，布置这边，那边，有种将责任及岗位推过来给我的感觉。

"...当我真诚时，失望却慢慢的侵蚀着我脆弱的心灵，虚伪讥讽地看着我，当我学着虚伪时，真诚又可怜地望着我，可我怎么也学不会真诚中藏着虚伪，虚伪中又带着真诚．生活对我说，你这么笨，只能浪费时间去学习吧!..."

到了这里，我只想知道到底你们这样做有没有影响别人对你们的活动的信心？一个工作，商讨了那么久，尤其是在当我要分配工作时，竟然告诉我要收回order,要我做另一个东西！我不会说有没有搞错，而是你们一直要将这些工作推来推去，令到一些筹委们灰心，你们的责任心在那里？最后我还是接受了那份到后来的工作，因为都是抱着学习的心态去接受。。。当然我明白办一个活动最重要是了解办活动者的心情，不是说你要这个人这样就那样。一个原本抱着热忱的心去搞活动得人，可能到头来却因为失望而勉强完成任务，值得吗？

到了这里，我想到很累，形容得很辛苦，部落格写到很颓废。我只希望有人能够了解我的心情，
那种跌倒谷底的感觉，就像一颗生命力顽强的树，因为失望而枯萎。。。

*《呐喊》（挪威语：Skrik‎），或译称《尖叫》，是挪威画家爱德华.孟克1893年的作品。这幅画是表现主义绘画著名的作品。

||因为你，孩有希望之《儿童权利公约》

2007-10-15T11:02:00.000-07:00

二零零七年九月十五日，那天是个明媚的星期六，我参加了《饥饿30。因为你，孩有希望》的一日营，体验了三十个小时没有吃东西的滋味！！！看到许多落后以及战争中的国家还处在水深火热之间，他们不但缺乏水源，食物短缺以及各种民生问题，更有些国家的儿童因为战争而导致营养不足，衍生健康问题，成为战争内的牺牲品。看了一些短片以及展览后，几滴眼泪就这样子哇啦哇啦的流出来...!当那三十个小时终于过去后，我用我颤抖的双手剥开香蕉糕的外层，开始时是有点抗拒不敢吃，但是当我最后咬紧牙根咬下去时，我真的觉得很好吃，很美味！。当然，在那边可不是只有挨饿咯，也有吸取到一些人生的宝贵经验以及一些知识，就像《儿童权利公约》。

So,什么是《儿童权利公约》？

《儿童权利公约》（Convention on the Rights of the Child）是波兰的亚当·洛帕萨教授（后为公约起草工作组主席）在１９７８年联合国人权委员会会议上倡议起草的。公约于１９８９年１１月２０日在第４４届联合国大会以第２５号决议通过。１９９０年９月２日作为国际法批准生效。截至１９９９年１１月，缔约方为１９１个，１个国家签署但尚未批准该公约。

马来西亚已在1995年签署《儿童权利公约》。

《儿童权利公约》是旨在建立保护儿童的国际标准，以防止儿童被忽视、受剥削和虐待。公约将“儿童”界定为“１８岁以下的任何人”。公约共５４条，其条款适用于儿童生存、发展和保护等三方面。公约的基本原则是：公约确立的权利一致适用于所有的儿童，不受种族、肤色、性别、语言、宗教信仰、政治主张等影响；儿童的“最大利益”，包括儿童的健康、幸福和尊严，是决策者考虑一切问题的重要出发点。

《儿童权利公约》可分为 4 大类别：

生存权：
1. 人类在没有水的情况下最多只能活三天。水源的卫生极其重要，因为肮脏的水源会引来疾病，甚至导致死亡。
2. 儿童需要靠有营养的食物健康成长。
3. 一个完整的家具必须具备完善的卫生设施、食物以及能够照顾和指导孩童的成人。
4. 儿童必须获得医疗服务，例如注射疫苗以防止疾病等会危及性命的疾病。

发展权：
1. 一个儿童应该得到智力、心灵以及情绪上的平衡发展。
2. 理想的成长环境包括了均衡的教育与玩乐。
3. 在许多贫困国家，有超过半数的儿童完全没有机会上学；而当中绝大部分是女生。
4. 游戏有益于孩童的神经发展以及交际能力。

受保护权：
1. 儿童是脆弱的，他们需要被保护和照顾。
2. 童工在大部分国家是非法的。儿童容易被剥削，他们经常超时工作，却没有被付与应得的工资。
3. 身体有缺陷的孩童应该赋予完整参与生活的机会。
4. 超过两百万名儿童因为踏到地雷或被乱弹击中而死亡。儿童永远不应该被牵扯到残酷的战争里。

参与权：
1. 儿童应该获得社会的认可。
2. 每个小孩应该赋予各自的身份，如姓名、宗教与国籍。许多第三世界的孩童并没有被父母登记，或因为宗教问题而被政府拒绝国籍。
3. 儿童应该被鼓励以正面的方式表达自己。
4. 每个儿童不仅应该得到生存的权利，更有权利活得丰盛。

那么，大家看了后是不是要做一个小总结呢?

1.任何人在18 岁以下的是指儿童。
2. 《儿童权利公约》可以被归类为4 大权利，分别是生存权，发展权，受保护权及参与权

然后，你又能做些什么东西呢？

1.保护儿童的权利是大家的责任，因为他们不是负资产，而是未来的栋梁。
2.了解儿童的需求以及他们应有的权利。
3.知道多点关于贫穷，被剥削以及战争的知识。
4.志工-多参与与儿童的权益有连息的各种志愿团体以及公益组织。

明天孩有希望(第十届饥饿30 的主题曲)

演唱：罗忆诗 & Francissca Peter
词：吴以健(中文) Francissca & Bibiana Peter(英文)
曲：罗忆诗
编曲：郑可恩
制作：郑可望 & 王诗豪 @无比音乐
录音师：洪馨杰 @无比音乐混音师:王诗豪 @无比音乐后期母带处理：王诗豪@Curve Bender Mastering

小小的眼光
失去了光芒
即使小小的手掌也有权飞翔

大大的梦想
失去了力量
哪儿有大大的肩膀温暖他心房

明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
朝着那温暖的风和光清清的飞扬

the world we live in
can do with giving
a child today
is a child of our tomorrow

i've seen the children
who have been broken
by wars and hunger and natural disaster
so broken

when tomorrow comes
we must have hope
we must reach out to every single child

when tomorrow comes
we spread our love
and make it a better day

生活会有悲和喜
we've gotta pray and do our best
只要伸出我们的手
to bring you a better tomorrow

明天孩子们会有希望
会长出耀眼的翅膀
when tomorrow comes
we spread our love
and make it a better day (x2)

||鸳鸯翱翔

2007-10-13T09:29:00.000-07:00

我本身蛮喜欢这个名词，故作为这次部落格的主题及命题。

鸳鸯自身有几个意思
（一）Mandarin duck:亚洲一种亮斑冠鸭(Aix galericulata),它与西半球的林鸭关系较近,常被人工饲养。比鸭小,雄的羽毛美丽,头有紫黑色羽冠,翼的上部黄褐色;雌的全体苍褐色;栖息于池沼之上,雌雄常在一起自名为鸳鸯。——《玉台新咏·古诗为焦仲卿妻作》

（二）比喻恩爱夫妻

（三）比喻成双配对的事物

曾几何时，在窗外发呆的我以不实际的想法去想人是否可以白头偕老？看过几个现实的例子，许多所呈现的还不过是昙花一现的美景？说到爱你至死不渝，海枯石栏，到最后吃苦的还不是自己？为了讨好一个人而给他整篇天堂，但是到了结尾时还不是只有一片死海？要将人类的爱比喻成鸳鸯会不会有点牵强？

鸳鸯在人们的心目中是永恒爱情的象征，是一夫一妻、相亲相爱、白头偕老的表率，甚至认为鸳鸯一旦结为配偶，便陪伴终生，即使一方不幸死亡，另一方也不再寻觅新的配偶，而是孤独凄凉地度过余生。其实这只是人们看见鸳鸯在清波明湖之中的亲昵举动，通过联想产生的美好愿望，是人们将自己的幸福理想赋予了美丽的鸳鸯。事实上，鸳鸯在生活中并非总是成对生活的，配偶更非终生不变，在鸳鸯的群体中，雌鸟也往往多于雄鸟。

看到这里，是不是觉得是人将爱神化了呢？即使爱到你死我活，最后还是不敌自己内心的欲望。
当然在这里不是要扭曲大家对爱的观念，而是将自己所拥有的爱散发出去，对自己的所爱的人，家人，朋友以及整个缺乏爱的社会。

在这里衷心的祝福各位幸福快乐。

~:*:~鸳鸯。蝴蝶梦之旅~:*:~

|| 留恋 徘徊

Something Interesting

妒忌心

你的正义在那里？

|| Dream within a Dream

||忘不了

||Equality

||狗官横行

||Killin' me softly

||Formulated

||大马民主的曙光

||巫统主义

||Sickness

||Improvement

||堕落的假期

||猖狂的内按法令！

||Blessing

||观看《WALL-E》后感

||世风日下，惊心动魄

||四强前奏

||全辩之旅

|| Melacca: A travel back to history

||不想后悔

||天下的父母心

|| The wonder of internet, to educate the ignorant

|| I have a date with JOGOYA!~

|| Phobiaism

||Satisfaction。诱惑

||No Air

||สงกรานต์ Songkran-Thai New Year

||The White Coffin

||无奈的空虚

||落寞的城市囚犯

||种族利益共存的绊脚石

Theory of unconsciousness

Another side of Election

Taking chances

候选名单

||出淤泥而不然

||View of 2007

||Curse of supper

||Memory Lane>>July 2007-December 2007

||Memory Lane>>June 2007 (Part III)

||Happy New Year 2008!

||Memory Lane>>June 2007 (Part II)

||Memory Lane>>June 2007(Part I)

||Memory Lane>>February 2007-May 2007

||Memory Lane>>December 2006-January 2007

||Merry X'mas

||破晓

||Criminal Planet

||Piece Of Me

||曲终人散

||忆。吻

||Young never returns

||突破

||去年的烟花比较多

||《再见萤火虫》。心灵脆弱的一刻

||《Blackout》

||Without Calculator

||越夜越美麗

||麻木的兴奋

||自由的眼泪

||非一般《猪》的生活

||大学点滴。萦绕

||呐喊与失望

||因为你，孩有希望之《儿童权利公约》

||鸳鸯翱翔

~::~鸳鸯。蝴蝶梦之旅~::~

|| 留恋徘徊